Origin of life

Bad news strike again. The suppose-to-be bbq plan got screwed up AGAIN for the second time continuously. To be right, to a certain extent where it no longer can be screwed anymore. Frankly speaking, yeah how can I be NOT disappointed over it. Good enough to doom my weekend.

If someone who's on the verge of death, everything will eventually fell into place, like the final pieces in a jigsaw puzzle. After all, the purpose of life is to fight maturity. Agree? I've let my stupidity, immaturity and childishness broke the innocence. Cheers for that.

Overall, pretty cool break up letter. Enjoy reading.

Hi. My motive write this letter to give you know something. I want to cut connection us. I saw you play wood three in front of my eyes. So I want break connection to pull my body from this love. I have think about this very cook-cook. I know I clap one hand only. I don't trust you again. You are really crocodile land! I don't want you to play-play with my liver. I have been crying until no more eye water. I don't want banana to fruit two times.

Understand? No? Need some hints perhaps? Play wood three --> Main kayu tiga. Cook-cook --> Masak-masak. Crocodile land --> Buaya darat. Well it's suppose to be in Bahasa Malaysia, so try translate into bm you should be able to get it. I have been crying until no more eye water too. Sad. Obviously, M people wrote this. (ps: Don't misunderstand this text is not for me. Just an example given but written by some student.)

No offense but I hate people trying to act close when the truth is, he is NOT. You don't simply come and pretend as though you've known me since the day I was born? Even to my friends and family? Common lar. Hello? Face yourself to the damn mirror and ask WHO ARE YOU? You wasn't even close to be one. You have no idea how incensed I was. I was terribly mad. Completely angry. All I gotta say is - fuck off lar. It really pissed me off lately. I don't give a damn. None of my concern okay. Sorry for being rude, I just gotta release this emotion which ultimately boiling fiercely in me. Time for it to explode.

When you're too stressed up listening to a I-dunno-what-am-I-listening subject, there will be only one outcome. Insanity began to surface.

What do we live for, if it is not to make life less difficult for each other? How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives. Therefore, I'm one who helped him to reduce pressures.

Life is simple, its just not easy. A simple bunny makes your day worth living. Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be.
Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.
[ Ignore my messy hair, got up at 1pm and rushed to class -__- ]

My favourite breakfast would be tau fu fa. =)

There will be no smooth sailing journey throughout life. Laugh as long as you breathe and love as long as you live. Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible? I doubt. Alright. I'm crapping too much. By the way, congrats me for not having menopause yet. I thought I was but not now anymore. You know what that means don't you? No further explanation needed. o_o!!

Yesterday is a history, Tomorrow is a mystery, Today is a gift. (Po,2008)