On the boulevard of broken dreams.

Hello world.

10pm I am now blogging in college huhuhu. The sky is so dark, plus it's raining heavily out there, pretty scary. I have hell paper works to cover but I dunno how to start writing! I run out of idea seriously, I can't squeeze my brain juice anymore. Every inch is killing me so hard. I have insufficient sleep for almost 3 nights already.

Navy Monday hmm.

10am - Boring-est class ever!



Burn tissue in class yiu..

12 noon - Lunch with the gang. Miss hanging out with them so much! T_____T



Aww why do I look so CHUBBY here oh gawd. =/



Miss these 2 jokers!







Fuck you buuuu!











1pm - YY, Kimi and me went Kepong to fix the pipes. 2 of my supporting engineers haha.





4pm - Group meeting with the members.

6pm - Went home bath dinner rest.

8pm - Drove back to college to help the 2 boys.





11.30pm - Back home continue with paper works.

Basically I only go home to sleep. Most of the time I'll be in college or traveling around buying materials and equipments. I damn miss my house, my room. I go home everyday with the tiredest face, leave my stuff downstairs, go upstairs to wash up and off to bed. By the time I wake up, my parents will be at work already, or I usually just dash out early morning. I hardly get to talk to them so I'll call my mum to talk on the phone whenever I have free time. Haih sad.

Tuesday, blues.

YY's car broke down last night which obviously, I gotta fetch him today huhu he was supposed to fetch me neh. Today is sort of our big day actually. Without today, we will be crying our ass off while yelling like crazy humans on the road. Cry with no tears! Hmm what can you think of on a 31st?









BASKIN ROBBINS LAR!

First time ever I bought so many tubs yo! Each tub 1/2 a gallon weyh don't play play. Cut throat kao kao. We tried on every flavours, again and again to make decision hahaha. How to choose! I wanted to buy another tub all by myself but WHY NO RASBERRY CHEESECAKE ! Boycott this outlet hmpf.



The weather was freaking BURNING HOT this evening. My eyes were swell totally I wanted to faint. I had 2 breads for breakfast, 2 breads for lunch later because we were stuck with the sketches, another 2 breads for dinner, munching on another 2 breads now. WTF I ATE 8 BREADS ALTOGETHER. I think I'm dying of bread toxic soon.





LOL the 38 girl keep taking pictures..





My hunnie massaging for me hehehe.



Buat kacau.



This was about an hour ago.. we are damn hardworking people okay! =p



Then we played the erasers fight! -__-







Oh wtf I was chosen for whatever MQA interview? I don't even have time to die now, they just have to throw another extra burden to me arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh damn shitty management. I cried all out for this person last night. It's been the longest time since I last cried like that really. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing for you but all I know is.. I just want us to be as close and as happy as before, forever.

Maafkan aku.. menduakan cintamu..

Outside I'm masquerading inside my hope is fading.

Omg omg omg omg omg OHHHHHHHHHH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD...

I just came home from college, ON A SUNDAY AT FREAKING 11PM! It's Sunday people! 11.30pm now! Ahhhhh.. and this bloody sucky routine will go on for the next 2 weeks wtf. Cool huh? I am so freaking exhausteddddddddddddddddddddd I wanna die right here right now!

Woke up at 8am today, had breakfast at Puchong, then I drove all the way to Kepong to get the hardwares. I have to admit, I'm kinda stupid in directions. I need a complete detail map to guide me if not I surely get lost somewhere. I missed the damn roundabout how silly, it leads me to town weyh wtf. Lucky there's a U-turn, and then it went smooth all along until I missed his shop, when he was just outside the shop watching my car passed by hahaha stupid right.





It's so funny meeting his family members, especially the sister. She keep teaching me a shorter way out to Selayang market but some people keep saying I "very stupid" in front of them hmpf. I get back to MRR2 without getting lost eh! So canggih lar.





I was just one step away from YY's condo when they called me to change location. So I turned to the next junction and waited for them. While waiting.. what else.







My signature bread. ;)

It all started with very serious faces, planning for the perfect combination.













Fan fan.. fan fan sek fan! =p



I was really writing on the proposal! Not posing lar!



Oh fuck. I just told my ah bi yesterday I never do peace sign hahaha!

We were quite confident on building out the model at first. But soon everything became a disaster. Wrong concept, wrong measurements, wrong materials, wrong calculations. Lol what crap.













I think we have damn good potential to be engineer hoho. We managed to calculate out the whole structures thingy. This is gonna be a terrific model I tell you. Wait and see.



By late noon, everyone started being crazy doing our works. As the result?



This.





So damn funny.



Cutting hair with a plier ? Lol no eye see.

Satay for dinner! Gosh, I just LOVE the satays.. I only ate ONE bread the whole day dying of hunger huhu.



Right after dinner, we went back college to continue doing our backdrops and mock-ups hmm.







Okay this is fake. I was playing pet society just now hahaha. =p.



This.. is the sakai-est pic of the day boo!



Night in college omg I can't believe this. Approximately.. 30 minutes ago.

The Internet line irritates me more than anything else in the entire world I swear! It just have to piss me off during my busiest days, I suffered the weekends with no dramas TMD. Damn dulan okay. You dunno how my mum cursed Shitmyx. Bitchiest connection ever arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

So yesterday was a pretty long day too. Discussion in the morning then lunch at KLCC with the girlfriend. I wanna go shopping omggggg. Window shopping is bad, seriously. It tempts you and torture you and make you go crazy literally. T_____T







Later in the noon, I rushed all the way to MidValley to meet up with the ah bi. Saw Brian in KL Central, working as promoter for Digi postpaid if not mistaken. He forced me to change into postpaid lor so evil lol.

Yay. The movie I've been desperate for whee!



MARLEY AND ME.

Like my friend said, I sure will cry. Indeed, I cried. I was controlling not to tears but.. I'm just too sentimental. :( It's so sad, and touching. The power of love.. the hardest thing to overcome, although it may sounds easy. Nobody knows how hurtful it is, except you yourself.

It was almost 8pm when we came out from the cinema. Bummed into Gavin, coincidently. We were walking aimlessly when suddenly some lights started to turn off. Then it striked me. EARTH HOUR YO! No wonder. Since we were too free hmm, we go around MidValley hunting for any dark shops lol. -___-



See McDonald turned off their logo's light.



Teddy Tales so dark uhh.





Secret Recipe supportive leh. Useless Bread Talk.



None of the shops beat NANDO'S! Most supportive shop! They off everything and used candles hehe.

Okay I know. We damn wu liao go around taking all these pictures. Oh noes b, we never camwhore again wuwuwuwu. Ah bi fetched me down to Connaught and to my surprise..



THE WHOLE HOUSE WAS FREAKING DARK so scared. Omg lor I didn't know the Yeap's family so supportive one. Initially, I couldn't be bothered about what Earth Hour? Oh well. =/

2am now. I just settled down, sipping on a cup of boiled fresh milk. I AM STILL STUCK AT E.U. EPISODE 25!! I so want to continue watching now.. unfortunately, time forbids me. Sleeping is more important than anything at this moment. The war has just began. I must win this battle no matter what it takes.

... mend it, not end it.