All my life I've been good but now.

Time indeed flies.


March is coming to an end already. The miserable, warmheartedness, bittersweet days. I had this intense, emotional dream last Saturday that felt insanely real where I've woken up crying. I could hear myself sobbing so hard in the dream and then realizing tears tangibly rolled down my cheeks. This morning I woke up on another depressing note, as I was napping in the car to work, the very last scene of grandma's funeral came by. The aching teared me down. I guess that's the twinge of losing someone you really loved. The pain never dies.


I wished I could have forget all about work tonight, and never have bring home this nasty emotion that is affecting the whole of me. Funny how a happy clappy Friday turned fugly. This emoeness is flipping my heart out. Watching Autumn Concerto again tonight definitely brought memories back. The awesomest show that made me cry over every episode. I'd always missed him from afar, but tonight I think I miss him a little more than usual. Because I'd lost the spirit to continue walking alone. Because I'd lost the stronger soul inside of mine. Because I don't know what can I do at this moment to fight pangs.


This melancholy stays for quite a while. Enough said.




Ordinary working days.



Something that cures the heartache, temporary.



Not too bad for a birthday buffet. Cheap and nice. :)



Coupon spree in the office.



No more using keyboard next week. Getting my office laptop after 4 months!



McDonald's Big Breakfast partay. :)



Random yamcha session with the boss.



Premium lunch at Pao Xiang, Pavillion. THE MOST EXPENSIVE BAK KUT TEH I'VE EVER EATEN LOR. Thank you ElayneC! :D



Super pork ribs.



Best take away dessert! ♥



Especially love the fresh seeham, yummeh!


After a fucked up day, or rather still a fucked up night, I just want to ignore and indulge in my own world. Have your day today. I'll take your tomorrow away.
*** Photo courtesy of Iphone4, HTC Desire, LG Optimus & Samsung Galaxy S.

Born this way.

My weekend is ending too fast!

Hello abandoned blog. I missed the beauty of doing nothing at home seriously. The amount of pleasure this 'doing nothing' brought to me was simply inestimable, such enjoyment I would want to embrace during my off days. I like to just sleep in, have some homely food and do the usual drama marathon. Stay home rocks! But conversely, this dreadful state of being lifeless must end.

Of yummeh dim sum and visiting at Nirvana last weekend. Up as early as 7am with the bunch of cousins and literally dragging our sleepiness for good.



Then all the way to this awesome curry laksa! Too awesome.
And later surviving through the not so awesome weather with mouth full of desserts!



Believe it or not, Mahjong has now became an addictive part of my life. My Saturdays are mostly spent playing them at the grandparent's, chit chatting and gaming with the kids. As most people would think this routine of mine is pathetic, I think I'm perfectly fine to endure in their warmth.

What to say about my third month of work? I always thought that my career is currently in its right place, but lately I find no understanding to describe my current state of mind. I even foresee myself letting up these exotic phrases about two weeks ago, but right now it's taking all my strength just to keep going. I am conscious of the irony of giving up but I do think abstinence is the right thing for me at the moment. I had my deck done over the weekend oh well let's just hope for a better tomorrow.


So here's a small update so far. Looking forward to next weekend, already. :)