Life has taken it's toll this year. I really don't know how to begin to describe this sudden dive of heartbreak. It feels like a recurring nightmare from earlier this year, as if we are all fighting a losing battle. Not the greatest start of the year but little that we knew that the year was only going to get worse. Losing a pair of grandparents within the past 10 months felt as if everything had been ripped apart totally. In the long tenure of family relationship, for the first time, this status is at rock bottom. It's story like this that make you believe that anything can happen in life. The thought of it still makes me cry but gone are the days.
I've been thinking of many things, different things or maybe almost everything. We have all hoped, at least once in our lives, for things to be simple. But pathetically it just doesn't work that way. How much I think about love and the impulsive state of getting a downright partner is whipping through everyday.
Then again, it's the junction of hope that I'm at.
Some things, when lost, can never be retrieved.