Barbeque

Our LONG awaited event finally FINALLY succeeded yesterday. Was it a blast or a mess? More like a mess I think. I doubt. Let's recap a little parts on what happened.


An unexpected visit to Ky's house. With DOGSSS chasing us the moment we stepped into the car porch. Freak me out. Surprisingly, I started playing with them the next minute.

See her tongue. Eee. And that's MY HAND!

The dogsss. =)

The baking process. I actually enjoyed the baking most. I mean, its really fun to bake entirely with your own efforts - google for the recipe, buying ingredients, mixing and beating, dividing the mixture, finding the oven from the store room, go all around searching for cupcake liners and seeing the cupcakes looks like REAL cupcakes. Lol.

The ingredients. Butter is missing tho. =/

Smashing the butter.

It's really hard to transform into dough. Consume ALOT of energy.

The guys having a hard time beating and mixing.


Almost ready to bake.

Baking in process..

TADA~! weee..

Our very first attempt in baking cupcakes for Joanne's farewell was SUCCESSFUL! Most importantly, its EDIBLE! I'm so proud and happy with the outcome. Seriously it tasted very nice. I ain't lying. =)

Partly because of the hard work we put in. The feeling of success. The satisfactory. Definitely a great achievement for first timer. weee~


The barbeque. We didn't do much preparation for that so its kinda messy. Hmm I actually felt awkward being there with the crowds. Overall about 12 or more guys there, I've seen half of them before but never really communicate. I find some of them weird tho. No offense. Swt. Yeah so only 4 girls including the sister, with Joanne sticking with her hubby and not counting the inseparables couple. I have no comment on that. I suddenly feel so sad for myself, being so lonely. Sigh. A few pictures taken only that night. I bbq-ed so hard till sweating like hell and my eyes crying, my chicken wings and sausages went missing in the end. Sigh which resulted me to repeat the whole process again. How innocent.

Funny incidents do occurred. They nearly burn down the kitchen by frying fries. I dunno how the tissue paper went on fire. The sticks were on fire as well. Also, the chicken wings and lamb were on fire despite the big fire. Basically, the whole area looks like burning due to extreme smokes.

Anyway, I did enjoyed and had loads of fun throughout the day.

A big thank you to Sing Ing for sacrificing her time to be our slave. A very nice and friendly girl I met. Without her we wouldn't get things done smoothly. Not to forget big thank you to Ben and family for hosting the event and cleaning up the mess plus Ky who drives us around. =)


My mum ultimately finished watching the whole series of drama when I was away yesterday WITHOUT waiting for me. What a mum. Rawr. I desperately wanna go for OO night which is TONIGHT but I got NO ticket! Damn. I know he'll be there for sure.


Random - I just done crying over Forensic Heroes II. I'm facing emotional breakdown now. Don't ask why. I can't stand another day missing you. I miss you.


I GOT FUCKING PRESENTATION TOMORROW AND I'VE DONE NO PREPARATION YET for the time being.
Weeee I'm so doom. Wish me luck for dying soon. I sincerely appreciate that.

Shabu Shabu

You'll have NO IDEA what I went through. I was laughing my tooth off from sunrise to sunset.

I got his hp number on hand and I dunno what to do with it.

HAHAHAHA OMGfuck..

Please slap me. *slaps* Okie done. I love Friday. Firstly, I got only ONE class for like ONE hour. How fun. Secondly, Friday is our eating day. We'll be like forever discussing on where to eat and places to go rather than ASSIGNMENTS! Aiyah biasalah. And you know what, for the first time I kena ZHA super kao by KM. I turned into speechless mode straight.

"EUJIN WHY YOU MAKE-UP TODAY? REALLY GOING DATING WITH THAT MR ALEX AHHHH!!!??? wtf..

He shouted so LOUD over the hall. Dash underscore dash. -__- My jaws dropped. MUST I ONLY MAKE-UP FOR A REASON? Saje cannot MEH! Deng. Sei KM. My eye liner so OBVIOUS MEH!?

I was sweating like hell till my eye liner all smudge. =X

Shabu-shabu punya relative. Konon nye
- Shabu Mix -

My eyes still look very normal ok. I didn't even put mascara YET. -__-

Nerd should be a better choice.

Their herbal tea damn nice.

Stunt face. @_@

Herbal soup steamboat. =)

The rm10 set. Hee.

Presenting you the FOOD.

It's boiling..

BEEF beef! =)

My favourite yee mee.

Free mango pudding.

Newly invented camera steamboat. Huhu~

Shell * Banana * CooMie

Look how he suck the mee. Lol.

Oopss. Too open. =X

Finish eating. Camwhore! =)

38 poh. wink.

My paparazzi partner. Hee.

I found out almost everything I needed to know. I spent the whole night yesterday viewing those pictures and reading his words. I dunno how to describe but it really touched me deeply. There's this mixture of feelings running in my blood stream. He is single, broke up a month ago but still holding on to the girl. I can sense how much he loves her. I can imagine how they went through their first memorable Valentine happily. I even saw video of him proposing to the girl in public and kissing her. I can say, he's a damn romantic guy. I broke into sudden tears, because it reminded me much of my wound. I miss it. I felt like shit compared with the ex-girlfriend duh obviously I lose nine streets down the road. And you know who the girl is? The super punk, stylish and Japanese wanna be girl that I admire. Wtf. Really wtf. Btw, I'm such a professional stalker. Lol.


The world is so small. Why everything is so near yet so far. I don't fancy this theory. I hate. It applies all the time in my life. Anyway, special thanks to my baby CooMie. Muaxxxx baby! =)

TMR IS THE BIG DAY! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

Dreams

Oh shit. I'm STALKING on him. Wtf seriously wtf. Its hard to believe that ME actually doing this for the sake of a STRANGER!? The world is changing. The sky is falling apart. The rainbow gonna be upside down. You'll see Powerpuff Girls flying around city soon. o_o

The quote : Once again the day is safe, thanks to Powerpuff Girls. =)


WE GO TO THE SAME CLASS ON THURSDAY! wtf..

After my investigation, ahem I think he'a member of Editorial Board. He's probably from PR January intake. There's possibility of him not being my junior because he withdraw before. In that case, he might even be older than me. He's Taekwando member - blue belt holder. He sat two rows above me this afternoon which drives me crazy. Oh and something else, HE IS SHORT. I actually stood behind him and you know, comparing our heights. Lol. SHORT man. Ok crap, I even heard him speaking English and Chinese. Lalala~

ps: He look so blur without his specs and his hair all wet sweating damn cool wey. -___-

It is with much love I dedicate this entry to someone that has always been a very important part of my life, someone special and dear to me. Life has many disappointments for all of us - death, illness, betrayals, relationships, failures and feelings of worthlessness and despair. We often find ourselves in the valley of despair. It may sometimes seem that we are forever worrying, failing, suffering in pain and facing challenges. At the end of the day, it makes you and me stronger.


We have experience sadness to better measure joy. Life has a way of balancing the sorrow with the joy, disappointments with the hope and the emptiness with the meaning. We can experience much personal growth because of all the sufferings, worries and difficulties we have to go through during our mortal lives. It is God's way of fine-tuning us so we become more compassionate, more caring, more loving and more aware of other's pain. After all, how could we ever dry the tears of others if we had never cried ourselves?


I've gone through my tough time and cried as if the world is ending. You don't have to blame yourself my dear. You already did the best. Cry out loud, it will at least cure a little of your sadness. What is done cannot be undone. You told me that. Results is part of the process, whats important is you went through those hardships before coming to this outcome. I may not know how it feels like right now, to be in your situation. But I certainly know how terrible it is. I'm sure your parents will be understanding. I'm sorry, I sucks in advising, neither I'm the suitable companion to help you overcome this because I myself have yet to overcome my past. I felt so hopeless and useless, knowing you're crying your heart out there while I make zero effort to console you. Every failure can be a stepping stone to something better. Honestly, I hate unbearable scenarios. I dunno what to do with it and I'm dumb at reacting.


No matter what when why which who how, we'll be supporting you till the end. WE will always be right there for you darling. Most importantly, pigGY is always available for you anytime, anywhere. If there's one thing I could do for you now, I want to hold you close in my arms. Hugsss. I just want to see you smile simply because I love you. =)

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

Remember the night we were up on roller coaster shouting all out together?
Tomorrow is a new day. Each day is a new life. Seize it. Live it. =)


* It's only the beginning now
A pathway yet unknown
The best beginnings of of life
May sometimes end in sorrow
But even on our darkest days
The sun will shine tomorrow.

So we must do our very best
Whatever life may bring
Look beyond the winter chill
To smell the breath of spring.

Into each life will always come
A time to start anew
As fresh as morning dew
The storms of life will leave behind soon
There comes the wonder of rainbow.

The years will never take away
Our chance to start anew
It's only the beginning now
So dreams can still come true. *


Throw back the shoulders, let the heart sing, let the eyes flash, let the mind be lifted up, look upward and say to yourself..

Nothing is impossible!


Eh nono.. courting him is impossible. -__-

Obsession

Say NO to contact lens.

It got stuck inside my eyes, lingered around but I couldn't take it out. I can feel it was there but just no where to be found! Wtf. I was trembling in fear, tears almost roll down my cheek. I got phobia wearing lens in future. T__T




Sarcastically, I was whining to my friend how disappointed I'm for not seeing him for nearly a week already. All of a sudden, she pointed so casually and said, "Neh, wearing cap there.." I turned immediately - target spotted. OMIGOD! I got so excited. Lol. He look so sporty in cap, but that doesn't covers up his red striking stylish hair. I purposely sat there for 15 minutes or more staring at him. Holy shit. I'm going insane. I can see the tentative smile on his face. Omg omg omg.

He look more or less like the middle guy in red hair, with the cool type of spec, his sweet smile and small boy look (left) and the 'man' look like the one in right. Perfect combination. =)

Soon after class, I went towards the area hoping to glance at him. He wasn't there. I thought he probably must have went home. The minute I turned away, he was walking from canteen holding a cone of ice-cream. Awwwwww so damn cute.

If I've got the guts to do this. Lol.

HE DAMN LENG CHAI AHHHHH! !@#$%$^&*#



Omfg. I got hooked to him. Wtf. You guys really have no fate with him lar. I was desperately searching for him yesterday to show off my guy. Lol too bad. He chose to appear today. =)

If someone were to hold my hands again..

To be able to cling on someone like this..

To be able to cry my heart out on someone's shoulder..

To be able to fall in love again..

After all, I'm a loner and sadist still.

Well, everyone been asking me alot recently. Therefore I shall declare here, I'm still SINGLE. Stop asking me WHY. Perhaps like what I told someone, I'm hoping for the impossible. I've got no guts to fall in love again. Or maybe, the feeling faded in me. I dunno how to fall in love again. I'm being more fragile than ever. So, I decided not to hurt myself until the right one comes into my life again. For now.