All of me

It is a truth that the people who have often made the biggest impacts on my life don't know it, and so they are constantly hurting you most. It has been a very difficult and emotionally tumultuous couple of weeks. For the first time I 'd let my anger out at work which kinda worsen things. I guess it must have took a lot to push me over the edge - with all the crushing dissatisfactions, discriminations and overwhelming disappointments that are going on, I just had to lose it. What being my worst heartache is that I didn't expect that my independence and good intention of avoiding to be my superior's burden would result in the sense of unappreciative distance. Don't they know that even a headstrong Superman sometimes need to feel some care and dependency, receiving supports and feeling the connection with each other? I have given up trying to figure out what's wrong with me because it's just mind fucking tiring.