Bittersweet memories

For the very first time in my life, someone fetched me to work today. Hee. I mean, besides my dad. Duh? Although I was late for an hour to office.. but who cares? I'm being very irresponsible and super restless nowadays. I missed the fun stuck-ing in jam. And very randomly, I fell in love with Wu Ke Qun's songs because of your cd. Like always, our time together can never be enough. Lol. Glad that you came. Thanksssss. =)

No name policy shall be reviewed here for my safety purpose. Private and confidential. Haha.

As expected, I went to the fruit stall ALONE today. The uncle asked, "Eh, kam yat yat kor yan geh? Kor gor leng chai leh?" Lol knew it. I replied, "Hei fat jor dat mm sai lei fan gong geh lar.." As what the leng chai taught me how to answer last week. Haha. As usual, the uncle gave me extra extra EXTRA guavas and cost me only RM2. That's my lunch. Then while heading back to office, I wasn't paying attention to my surrounding tho but suddenly, a school girl in SCHOOL UNIFORM obviously stoned in front of me with that.. very bo song face and dunno what kinda reaction. I stared at her with my eyes opened so BIG and stunt. WHY THIS FELLA SO DAMN FAMILIAR! Oh no I'm seeing ghost AM I?

We stared at each other for few seconds and there she goes.. " CIBAI YOU... "Ahh her form of greeting. The wild pretty cat. I damn regret never shoot back her MAHAI YOU.. Grrr! I'm a good girl. I'm innocent. I dunno what is foul language. @_@

I walked out to Masjid Jamek 3 times today which resulting me to GAIN weight instead of LOSING! Because.. I ate one stick of ice cream each time I went out. Wtf. I'M SUPPOSE TO FOLLOW MY DIETING PLAN!! Even the aunty in the shop laughed and said, " Waaa ni zhek jiang dor ice klim hor.. " ( in mandarin ) -___-

I noticed something recently. I'm becoming more like a *****. Am I? Since that incident, I totally changed my perception of thinking. I chose to hide my inner self and my fragile feelings. I became wild. I doubt at first but sooner or later I realized it's becoming more and more true. There's a little something bugging me. In another way, I've grown up into an evil person. I used to not be like now but see whats happening? I dunno whether I should continue being like that but the fact is, I chose to be one.

Oh well, this post is only meant for those who understand what I'm talking about. zzz..

Who do you turn to when the only person
in the world that can stop you from crying,
is exactly the one making you cry?

Never say goodbye when you still want to try.
Never give up when you still feel you can take it.
Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go.

Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's
called falling in love, because you don't force
yourself to fall, you just fall.

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone, and an day to love someone...
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.