There's practically nothing to worry about besides eating, shopping, playing, enjoying or just merely walking around doing nothing. I was in the best mood ever.
Until the one phone call that ruined my happiness entirely. I was terribly horribly extremely fuckingly upset. It was all my fault from the beginning to be greedy. If it wasn't me who suggested it, everything will be fine. I couldn't help but wanting more. In the end, I was the one crying like an idiot. I hate it when they kept repeating those lines. I hate them for being so inconsiderate. I hate them for not letting me go. On top of all, I hate myself for being such a bitch for once. I lost the confidence in me. I lost the trust in me.
Everything turned out as disaster.
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I was at Subang the whole yesterday, trying to avoid the tense atmosphere at home.
Anyway it's been awhile ago since I last lepak at Subang, where it used to be my 2nd home.
--> Woke up, dressed up, gone out
--> Lunch with the dad
--> Foos at Rack
--> Dota at Asia Cafe, FTZ
--> Luk-luk at Subang
--> Dinner with the family
--> Movie
--> Drove home at 1am
No further elaboration because I'm not in the mood to blog right now. Will update again soon.
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