Shadows of the Day

Boredom strikes. I'm feeling this.

Pathetic little girl. Home feels like jail.

I'm trapped in my own cage.. =(

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I'm finally done with Speech of Silence. Not a bad series at all.
Taste the bittersweet, breathe the love..
Read my mind between silence and sound..

The romance part was pretty touching. Lucky happy ending, if not my tears would be worthless. Lol. Most of the time I compared myself with the characters, that is why you probably find me being emo. I sometimes could really feel the true feelings of those scenes. Of course, they are actually reflections to oneself. That is also why you often see me crying high and low over dramas. I'm cry baby, that's my nature. Their words are really meaningful. Especially the advising part opens up my heart. Feel the love. Search for the feelings. =)

:: Once I got up the bus, I will not go down. I will stay with you for the rest of my life ::

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My ass feels so heavy. Or I should say, I'm too lazy to get up doing else thing.
Soon enough, I will be turning into..

this FAT LADY over here!
Then no guys will come after me. Then I will be
single and available forever and ever. That suck.


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My life is ruined at this state. I lost my whatever pride. What am I suppose to do in coming days? What more can I do in this shameful future of mine? What's left in me? What fuck have I done to make me go through this. I seriously need to bang myself to stay awake.
This is terrible, horrible and vegetable! Damn it.

Apart from going insane, the few choices that I've got for now :-

• Buy a mask and be phantom
• Go for plastic surgery
• Dig a hole and bury myself in it
• Kill myself and the end

RIP YEAP EU JIN


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I shall start shouting.

Let me out. LET ME OUT! =X

Looking forward for an excitement weekend. Hopefully my horoscope says is true. =)