Broken glass, broke again

I'm being a stupid fella once again. I was shocked. My heart sank right till the bottom of the sea that very moment. I'm not being exaggerate nor asking for sympathy. I'm being my emotional self, which most of you dislike. But what can you do exactly, when the feeling just came across and hit you to fall?

I didn't know, you're being such a heartless beast and disloyal person until this morning. I didn't know that was you. You was not the you back then. I don't wanna assume. I don't wanna believe. I don't wanna know. Everyone else have faith in you including me. Everyone said you'll not be one but what you did was proved them all wrong. The best part was, I eventually broke down in silence with tears flowing down like it was raining. I felt devastated. The truth is standing in front of me now, I felt humiliated and cheated. I admit, I hate to face the truth but despite of that, I became nothing out of the blue, not even a piece of stardust. I was gradually trying to accept, before I could, you threw me another piece of cake right onto my face.

Why do guys being such fucking desperate over girls? I'm forced to say I DON'T HATE them because my own cousin being one of them. They are being fucking useless for not knowing what is love. Taking girls as replacement, to cover up the past??!! How do you define 'get over him/her'? How on earth you possibly forget the entire process within months??!! If it is, you're a total sucker, slut, bitch, and whatever it is. I don't know how to describe it anymore. Yes, I'm prejudice towards guys ever since then. I no longer fond over guys.

And yeah, I wanna take this opportunity to thanks someone who consulted me more like a pro. You know who you are. I was amazed by your sense of maturity even though you're way younger than me. I was so touched by your words of support that I actually cried. I must say, you're great in advising. I know you're being serious about it, so do I. I will always take your words with me. You can say I'm good in acting or in another word, lying. You woke me up. It seems like you're the only one who understands me and stand by my side in the entire world. Besides that, there's another person which I sincerely appreciate. A person who loves me more than ever as a lil sister. =)

Okay, I'm prepared for scoldings since I've posted this entry. Let see some of the pictures taken during MPO last week before you start to spam my chatbox.






































There's alot more pictures but.. just a few selected pictures lar. I'm being lazy and restless. Forgive me~