Hit - Or - Miss

Random post ahead -

` Ohh tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air.. '

I just got myself fuck up with the darn notes. I tried so hard to read and yet zero absorption. I think, my brain must have lost its ability to function already. In another word, rot. I seriously need to stay focus. I need to INSAF sayang. I'm not even close to finishing ONE blardy chapter outta 5 SUBJECTS until this moment! Serious shit. I dunno how to face this. GG o_o

H.E.L.P.

T.O.L.O.N.G.

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OMFGGGGGGGGGG I WANT THIS!!!

OMG SO DAMN FREAKING NICE! Whoever give me this I will married him straight away. Omg desperate hell. *cough* MY BIRTHDAY COMING! *cough* Sad. Like which human on earth is effking generous who willing to buy me a ring from Tiffany & Co. *slaps* But look how pretty is it my darling.. T____________________________________________T


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Yesterday badminton was rather challenging. I was feeling so much pressure playing with a pro. Pro vs lousy. Lol. Surprisingly, it was the first time we ever played badminton together though. Hahaha weird. Sigh when it comes to sports thingy, you can imagine how sucky I am lar. Exercise once in a blue moon, should be proud enough for a lazy fat ass pig. =)


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You know, I gotta say I hate people who look through my eyes when they're talking to me. I mean, they REALLY REALLY look DEEP into my eyes and and.. STARE WITH THE EYES OPEN BIGGER THAN A FISHBALL? Is like a sharp piercing pierce through your eyes. Ahhh SCARY! I bumped into this guy TWICE consecutively today and this is what happened. I had goosebumps whenever he tried to start a conversation with me. Anxiety boiling as if it's going to overflow each time he approached me. Why and how did he even put such weight on me? Crap. Frankly speaking, I somehow thought of avoiding him or maybe to the extend of running away from him before but nah. What stupid joke. He is still my dear friend despite all the sweet memorable memories we once gone through together.

WHY treat me like this lar friend. Sobs!

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Anyway people, we shall strive for the best! Heck, I'm trying to be optimistic okay! To most of my friends who are battling in exams now or soon, you know who are you -
GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST! I'm gonna join in the war soon. Oh fcuk no kidding o_o



But no, I gave up on him. After much consideration, I decided to get rid of him although I still have feelings for him. Ever since I found out the truth, it hurts more than I thought. Why him of million billion guys out there? I always wanted a 'clean' impression of him and I still believe in him until the horrible news struck me. Honestly, I was very very very startled AND disappointed by the fact that he's just another jerk. Why am I even upset for an individual like him? Well, love is blind can't help myself from the trauma still.


Say bye-bye to sadness and hello to happiness. After all, life goes on no matter what right. So why worry and have wrinkles when you can enjoy and be happy (:

`There's always rainbow after rainy days` xDDD

Sunshine and love be with you,
In rainy days I shall be with you..~

JOM CLUBBING!!!