Uninvited Guest

*** Addition *** Today is 911. Amin.

Yesterday Mummy came home with a handsome guy.

I was in the study room using computer studying when I heard some voices talking in the living room. I thought it was her friend or one of my uncle so didn't bother to kepoh. This guy, came in and smacked on my head from behind. Needless to say, of course I turn around to see which babi hit me. To my horror, the guy which I've not seen for the past 9 months standing before my eyes.

He is so babi that he called me babi before I can smack his babi face. Lol.

Who else. CHONG KA KEAT the babi!

He come only buat kacau..

How to study when the babi keep kacau-ing. -___-

Because the babi is so annoying, I suggested to go Ramadhan bazaar and makan. Hehe. My family went along too. Sooooooooooooooooo many food! AND BECAUSE OF HIM MY DIET PLAN HILANG ENTAH MANA. Sobs. So many food so little stomach. =(

Since I got a kuli carrying all the stuffs, my hand is so free that I have to take some pictures with his iPHONE! The picture quality 10 times clearer than normal phone. Wtfreak.

Kuih Jala. <333 style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0T7iSkdxyfyaQnlZ4y6wcZuz8Erq8O6kTbtSAcftxsKezjBUPOkgR9pVGtJWfhD_R1yU4km5EbuT8fQVl17Wby_lyo3gChjVeWN8vLZKs0v61nQnIaUGUdVZh9SkHIeSd7Hf6iU79b7M/s320/S493.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5244713341745915378" border="0">This is kuih bakul I think? Very nice. =/

AND THIS IS WHAT I CALL PANGGANG OKAY!!! T_________T
They golek the ayam while panggang so it's called Ayam Golek.

I wouldn't let go of his phone despite the cun-ness even the girlfriend called I'm so kind to help him answer. HAHAHA! I'm so evil. Let me show you something COLORFUL. Hehehe.

Colorful water.

EEEEEE GREEN TAU FU FA! Gross.

Colourful kuih.

Colorful layer cake. Wth first time see.

COLORFUL JELLY!!! Omg so nice right?

After that went home with smiling face because it's party time! weee..

Got murtabak..

Kuih jala.

Why the chili sauce pink color so gross. Lol.

Lemang. The kuah daging damn cun.

Kuih kochi. Ignore the screen behind. =/

Got others - Rojak, sup tulang, asam laksa, mee goreng, nasi kandar, keropok lekor, popiah and alot alot more. But before I can take picture the monster started sapu-ing already. Pfft. Then he teman me watched the last episode of Love Exchange. Haha kesian. WHY THE ENDING LIKE HALF HANGING NO CONCLUSION? So not happy. Make people cry. =(

And then he asked me not to study and go Jia Yee's house. WHY GOT SUCH PEOPLE WAN. So I give face followed him. Hahaha. After all, how can I be so rude not to entertain guest at my house right right? Ngek ngek. We reached Jia Yee's house around 8pm and do what we do the best. Story telling! Surprisingly, Khai Wen was there also. I haven't been seeing him for more than a year and it feels super awkward to meet him again under such situation. But after few minutes, we talked like brothers. Lol. ~_~

Tada! This is Khai Wen forever with his HANDPHONE.

Here's the babi trying to show off his babi skill. o_o

Then we played poker. The big guy over there is Jia Yee's brother,
with Mr. Chong the god of gambler. Oh, we drank liquor as well. o_o

Later the guys went hyper wanting to play MAHJONG! Say I sucks at it. The only thing I know is 'kong' and 'pung'. Lol. Even those characters I'm not familiar with. I keep laughing flipping those mahjong tiles. Why mahjong so funny ar? Lol. I still remembered the learning process with James and the gang at Sherryl's house. Mahjong is confusing. =(

This is.. I dunno what lar. Swt.

Supper time at a mamak near Hartamas housing area.

They make me laughed and teared throughout the night that I almost forget I DIDN'T STUDY HALF OF THE DAY! Wth. We reached home nearly 1am. Damn babi have to share my bed room with the babi. No PRIVACY. Normally I will just strip off my clothes and change into pyjamas but HE SO KACAU LIKE STATUE GOT EYE IN THE ROOM how to strip you tell me. Lol.

No. That's not the end of the night yet. We did something.. impulsive..

Stay tune. =)

Kau Ilhamku

Say you hate TRANSLATION to please me. Urgh I feel like killing the paper man. I THOUGHT this paper should be pretty okay to score. In fact, I was aiming high for it. Wait. Did I just say OKAY to score? Hah. You can forget about that. Lupakanlah..

Because.

* It took me LONGEST EVER to refer the damn dictionaries.
* I screwed the theories part. I'm to smart to NOT give examples.
* Procedures part. It was so damn confusing that I decided to use my powerful skill
--> HENTAM LAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
* Last part. I COULDN'T FINISH ON TIME! because I am slowpoke influenced by TOHTEASE. The text was freaking classic type. I had to squeeze my brain's juice thoroughly to figure out those bloody jargons and technical terms. REALLY WASTE MY TIME OKAY.
* My stomach was.. not pain but very VERY uncomfortable which somehow slow down the whole progress. So uncomfortable how to think properly. Sure chi tun abit right. -__-

Another thing.

CAN ANYONE TELL ME BIJI KOPI CAN DIPANGGANG WAN MEH?
Doesn't it sound inappropriate wtf.
I was VERY reluctant die die don't wanna believe the dictionaries so I smartly wrote another word for it. Lol. And because I'm so dissatisfied that I came online and checked, indeed memang ada kopi panggang exist. I almost am dui sei. -__-

HOW I KNOW LAR?
If ask daging panggang or roti panggang fine lar. WHY KOPI PANGGANG!?!? wtf.

YES I VERY TAK PUAS CAN?

If the question ask me to translate this I will be very happy to get an A.
Diu = Fuck!
Piggy bank = Bank BABI? Hahaha. ~_~

Conclusion.
DON'T EVER COME ASKING ME TO TRANSLATE ANYTHING FOR YOU BECAUSE I'M SO BOLOH AT TRANSLATING.


The invigilator literally stop me from writing when another invigilator shouted times up, dengan ganasnya pull my paper away but I was so stubborn to actually let go. YOU WANT TO NGE NGE LAI PULL MY PAPER I ALSO NGE NGE LAI CONTINUE WRITING LAR sucker. Then this lady came by, smiled and nodded at me. Thanks to her, I managed to complete the last paragraph suckily. SHE IS SO KIND MUACKS. Ouh did I mention that she even helped me in the calculations for Media Planning paper? She is no other than our Media Planning lecturer and tutor PN SHILA! Seriously, she's very very very nice and funny. Will be missing her. =(


This guy, really really helped me a lot today. He was so willing to teach me every single detail and sacrificed his time. I felt kinda guilty doing this to him. That's because I got no other choice. Lol. People are suspecting him having feelings for me. Of course, I denied. But come to think of it, he sort of treat me differently from others. He often buy me drinks. He offers to fetch me. He only calls me for help. He sits with me most of the time. He tell me lotsa personal stuffs. Hmm people often see him as introvert, loner or nerdy. To me, he is not as bad as they think he is. He's okay to me basically. In fact, I kinda like him, AS A FRIEND. =)

Beribu bintang dilangit kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam..
Rembulan mengambang kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah..

Sedetik wajahmu muncul dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar..
Itukah bintang ataupun rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan..

Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu..
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu..
Maafkanlah oh..
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku..

I'm thinking silly lately. I hate the do-you-fancy-me feelings wondering above me. Yet, I love the way things get along. Ahhh the foolishness side of me appearing. Probably it's just me thinking out of the box and being over sensitive. Nothing more.
If only any of you know what I'm talking.

So glad to see you tonight after cibai long. Hahaha. *hugsss*

TWO MORE PAPERS BABEH =)

Desideration Kills

I've been slacking alot these days. Very unproductive me.
Study week more on like resting week.

Sleep
Eat
Drama
Drama
Drama
Drama
Eat
Online
Sleep
*Routine goes on repeatedly

Sigh. Something is not right about me. I used to overreact and often chaos during exam but look at me now, I tend to be extremely relax. Tell me this is wrong but I'm totally free from those pre-exam anxiety. Not a single bit of exam mood I have. =(


My friends been complaining that they've got no life, no entertainment, bored, bored and more bored. So am I here. Rawr. But hello? At least you still go to college have some fun with mates. At least you still go to work with things happening. I AM STAYING AT HOME ALONE EVERYDAY. Who to talk with lar? Gadgets. I talk to computer and handphone fyi. U dunno how sad that can be. =(


On a side note, I've been obsessed with red bean lately. As in really addicted to it. Anything gotta do with red bean tempts me. Which I dunno why also. I just love them. <3

Red bean soup with glutinous rice ball
Red bean potong *the ice-cream
Pan-fried red bean pancakes
Bread with red bean paste
Red bean dumplings
Red bean mooncakes
Red bean kuih
Mochi with red bean filling

Eh? But I don't like the red bean in ais kacang lar! Very annoying. Lol. Well I used to hate red bean and goes 'eewww yucks red bean so gross leh' but who knows. Haha. And also, I don't like tong yuen with fillings. I likey my grandmother's tong yuen soup. I likey both my aunts homemade tong yuen. I don't likey my mummy's homemade tong yuen. She got no skill. Hahaha. I like my homemade mango tong yuen the best. Uhhh I likey. <3

Did anyone tell you I love MANGO? Teehee. =)

ps : There's this restaurant, A Little Dim Sum Place at SS2 PJ do serve this Mango Rice Ball desert. I wanna go eat! My cravings. *sobs

Btw, I suddenly remember this. One day I went to college not feeling well wanted to vomit so badly. Then I go around asking people for sour plums, sour sweets or anything sour. They are really helpful indeed. Helpful in the sense that they..

"OMG YOU PREGNANT AR? FASTER TELL ERIC HE SURE VERY HAPPY.."
Instead, they gave me a MINT flavor sweet.
I hate anything mint.
-_______-

I wanna go shopping.
I wanna go for movie.
I wanna go sing k.
I wanna go play whatever play-able.
I wanna go for trips.
I wanna go for vacations.
I wanna hang out and yam cha.
I wanna stayover and talk.
I wanna go buffet.

I want everything I want!

Oh yay! Mooncake festival next weekend! Can play lantern, many many candles and burn the house! Oops. I mean play MASAK-MASAK WEEEEE! Hehee. Super duper fun okay. =)

U dunno how stoopid I am..

I'm getting older apparently. I like oldies can?

Why bother crying over split milk?
Sometimes it's just.. a necessity.

I am stupid, for who I am.


Anything that is too stupid to be spoken is sung..

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.

This where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go..
to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

In case you're wondering, it's Avril's song.

Downswing

I don't mind if you never put any trust on me.
I don't mind if you ever blame me for that.
I do forgive you for being harsh on me.
But why.
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO HARD ON ME?
It wasn't meant for others to know.
It's NOT.
Truth hurts for real.

***

I feel totally dejected by the destructive fact.
I feel so much pressure with the exams weight.
I feel completely isolated from everyone.
I feel myself being forgotten.
I see myself disappeared.
I no longer see myself.


My mood going downswing currently.
From moody to bad. Now bad turning far worse.
That's all.

Chill Out Night

I still feel myself floating very much like yesterday. Heck, I'm suffering from sleep deprivation. Nonetheless, the damn song keep bugging by my ear side. It won't go off for real.
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen..


Okay cut the crap first. Back to continuation of the story.

Hmm shopping at Sg Wang turned out to be sort of window shopping. Well like I said before, Sg Wang definitely is not my world anymore. I cannot see any potential clothings for me there. Umm perhaps only ONE out of ONE hundred pieces? We finished walking the whole place within 45 minutes. Or less than that maybe. I seriously dunno where's my shopping paradise now. Very random yet very limited to certain shops only. Let's just put it this way - NO MONEY! SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH to the infinity.


Anyhow, we both bought ONE item each. Her lagging. My skirt. I doubt the skirt will look pretty on me but I love the material. I hereby announce once more, I AM WHOLLY BROKE!
As poor as poor people. Lol. Simple, I am down-and-out. Shit.


We took the bus back. Along the journey, neither of us were talking. Why? We quarreled over the same guy we like. HAHAHA. Okay not funny. WE SLEPT lar duh I almost get into my dream when the idiot bus conductor hit me on my hand JUST TO SHOW HIM TICKETS! I almost wanted to take the water gun from the kid behind and shoot him.


Reached home nearly 3pm. No I didn't sleep straight away although I can possibly lie flat anytime. Instead, I bathed and then continue discussing with my next group of friends on where to go for Merdeka countdown? Lol. We were supposed to watch movie altogether but for I dunno what reason I ended up watching with only Ky. Erm I think I kinda know the reason behind but at the same time I don't think I know? Swt. He came to fetch me before I can nap. AND I'M STILL CURIOUS HOW HE GOT THE TICKETS 2 HOURS BEFORE THE SHOW STARTS? Haha. Like Ben said, he teleported from Sg Long to Cheras while chatting with me online. Lol no matter how or what, THANKS ALOT WEI! I sincerely appreciate all that you've done for me. =)


And so, that evening we went Leisure Mall for movie. I LOVE SINGAPORE MOVIE! I gotta say, Jack Neo's productions never fail me from loving them. I'm a big fans of his shows! From That One Not Enough to Money No Enough, Liang Po Po to Just Follow Law, I Not Stupid to Ah Long Pte Ltd.. none of them disappoint me. Never. U heard me? NEVER!


His production, forever that meaningful, forever that reality, forever that touching, forever that funny, FOREVER THAT ROCKS! The latest one, Money No Enough II was good. But I prefer his previous movies more. Anyway, back to this show. Hmm less Hokkien speaking this time. I hate the background music. Everytime played, I teared. It's truly reality based. I cried like waterfall towards the ending. I was hoping Ky didn't realize but he suddenly turned and asked me ARE YOU OKAY? Hahaha. Malu giler lar. I'm as emo as ever. I can cry over movies, dramas, novels and even songs. What more do you expect? My life is sadistic. =(


After movie, went to picked up Ben followed by Joanne. The very funny part, we lost track of the way to Hulu Langat. Umm we can never rely on Joanne's sense of direction, can we? Hahaha. Trying to stay focus on the roads but never ending conversations. It's been sometimes since we last met up that's why. With Joanne around, we can never stop laughing. SHE'S STILL AS BLUR AS EVER THE JOANNE WE KNEW FROM DAY ONE. Lol.


Hell loads of cars and humans even before reaching the bottom of the hill? So we parked right at the bottom, far far away from the hill top. I tell you, we walked for 45 minutes just to get our ass up there. OMG DAMN FAR. But because we were all so hyper, never really feel the tiredness. Along the journey, we crap talk sing and 1 burger 4 people share. Hehehe.

Mind me, I was too lazy to look back o_o

They love my camera weee~

These staircase.. my nightmare of the day.

peace to merdeka?

My camera sucks like.. holly shit? I WANT SLR! wtf.

I don't even know Choo wasn't in the photo. Swt!

Aww I likey this very muchie! EuJin and Joanne. =)

Oops belum ready? @_@

And please ignore my swollen eyes.. damn obvious wei!!

the GUYS

Potential posers weee~

Cool? xD

Emooooooooooooooo =(

I noticed something awkward that night. WHY AM I SO SHORT COMPARED TO THE REST OF THEM? Shit I mean I didn't know I was THAT short all this while? KY WAS LIKE SO BLOODY TALL WITH ME STANDING IN FRONT OF HIM? And Joanne too. They grow taller or I grow shorter? I think my pertumbuhan terbantut. Only can grow wider, not taller. Wtf.


We waited anxiously for the fireworks but to our surprise, KLCC NO FIREWORKS? HOW CAN? Again, great disappointment. We were starving ourselves just to see the damn fireworks and this is how Malaysia treat us. We gave up after waiting for 20 minutes or more. Choo suggested mamak so we hungrily walked down the stairs but you know what? We ended up walking back up the bloody stairs after seeing the massive jam. I think I can seriously faint that moment. Ky and Joanne were RUNNING UP like marathon wth. Finally we got up there again, found a place, sat down and stared at the menu. They only serve Merdeka set that night, each set cost RM30++ and one drink cost RM7!!! "I RATHER JAM GO MAMAK EAT!" That's how everyone changed their mind and DOWN WE GO AGAIN.
Omg I tell you, like climbing Batu Caves!


Don't care, we hopped into Kenneth's car for a ride down hill to Ky's car. THANK GOD HIS CAR WAS THERE TO SAVE US. I miss the fun singing in the car, blasting the music out loud, reminiscing the journey back from island. We were so loud like we were the bus owner. I MISS WEEEEE! Lol. In Ky's car, we were merely talking about random stuffs. One of it - DREAM. The two guys started debating while us listening behind.


Ben : We cannot control what we wanna dream.. (explaining how dream function)
Ky : Actually can wan.. my fren bla bla bla..
Ben : Our left brain kinda control dream.. right brain for daily activities bla bla bla..
Ky : Joanne, which side?
Joanne : LEFT SIDE.
Ky then put the left signal preparing to turn left..
Joanne : Right brain for daily activities mar.
Ky immediately stop the signal.
Ky : I'M ASKING YOU WHICH SIDE TO TURN LAR. dash underscore dash. -___-


My stomach almost explode due to over laughing. Poor driver searching for his own direction. Lol. Thanks to JOANNE our dear joker. The desperate girl, die die want FISH THERAPY while snorkeling. Weee. Then me and Ben will be laughing underwater. I MISS THE FUN! Crap.


Went to a mamak which I never go before. Mamak King? Hmm their maggi goreng taste weird. Should have follow majority order the famous rojak mee instead. I was very hungry, so didn't bother much. Hahaha. Anyway, thanks guys for making my night, have loads of fun and tears of laughter. The night ended with everyone barely alive at 3am.


I must say this -

40 HOURS WITHOUT SLEEP!


ps: Lol I was quite shocked viewing Ben's page just now because he actually wrote about me? WITH MY PICTURE IN IT ALSO. Lol scare me.

pps: EXAM IS LIKE 3 DAYS AWAY and look what I'm doing now.. God won't bless me you see. Tak insaf insaf. Anyone wanna cry together-gether with me? T__________T