Moves like Jagger.

The unintended, nerve racking workloads have come to an end! So much of energy drained and emotional outgrowth but I supposed challenges are there to teach me stronger. Probably not the first time that I found myself in tears over work but the defense to it this time round went incredibly well. Life as a Project Manager of the week indeed tough yet very fruitful learnings although I sometimes panic and fret that I am not keeping the right pace. And in the midst of making the very best out of my current obligations, I'm liking my everyday more teehee. One nasty week and I'm still delirious from the lack of sleep. Tonight I am thankful for a heavenly home cooked meal, a good movie to catch and a long rest time to myself.

Off from work for the next 1234567 days! :):):)



*shitty mud face at 3am in the office

Till then, happy merdeka raya!

Everyday I'm shufflin.

Holler back. I have been swamped with work lately and it's utmost tiring to multitask to a certain extend. One month since the restructuring and I have been trying hard to learn and cope fast hoping to push myself further. So exhausted that I even forgot to carry my laptop to work! But in between all that work, I have also been having healthy doses of play and many celebrations of sorts. A late night coffee session with the cousins and a peachy Harry Potter marathon with the girls simply made it all. :)

Despite the incessant stress in my head counting down to all the project deadlines, I find myself overlooking relationships that are uncertain, unconsciously flirting and confessing to every other guy. Having said that I'm beginning to feel incredibly overwhelmed, maybe for this reason, I have been longing for that someone to appear, right away because sometimes it's painfully difficult to walk the journey alone.




Pints of beer over lunch. How I love my boss!

It's crazy to be in advertising when the office starts drinking for no reason and everyone joins the fun.



Bersih no more. Merah is here yo!



Cheese cups from The Loaf teehee.



Happy Birthday Care Bear! :D



The legendary birthday bash at Caffeinees last Friday.



Theme of the eve was 76 years younger hmm.



Hence the cuteness above - Nelly & Mimi in our LB iconic specs! We have chalks, color pencils, plasticine, balloons etc all over the restaurant to play with.

Yummy buffets afterwards!



Yet another awesome night with Burnetters.



♥



Of red wine and juicy pizzas!



EC's private clubbing at Garden Residence. Going to bed completely drunk that night and waking up in a luxurious hotel room with Aly and Shee sleeping motionless next door.

Apparently after 10 shots and more, she can still read her birthday card aloud. :p



Their linguine carbonara tasted perfectly good except it was a dinner date with the CHIEF DIRECTOR. Oh well, the dreaded, inescapable dinner invitation. Not too bad tho.



Catching pearls. :)



Confessions. ♥


Write again soon!

Light is the new majority.

*sweeps dust.

Oh, the tragedy of abandoned blog. Shame to say that I... never have the time and energy to upload pictures from my company trip until today *flips hair. The amount of unsorted work on weekdays and many other proactive outing on weekends over the month is just krazieeeee, how is that not tiring! But at the very least, I'm indulging myself in this workaholic yet hangoutholic lifestyle, and I'm loving it. :)

Today I choose to delight in family time after streets of partying. It's priority that I made it a treat, not a chore. This gloomy weather resembles very much of the inevitable realization that grandma is gone. Now with grandpa's health deteriorating each day, the family are force to face with harsh reality and often live in denial. I missed the joy we used to share under one roof. I'm missing 'em all sigh.

Classic getaway to Sg Lembing village.

Waterparkkkkk with couz! ♥

My 110cm tall princess.



Unconscious sweetness all the way.



Freakin hot and sweaty but it was all good at Urbanscapes this year!



Dining at a 3mil property launching. *swoons



I would dai a zillion times to stay here! Oh, where is mai rich boifriend. :(



Late night steamboat and alcohol - just catching up and eating way too much!



Levain's Potato & Turkey Ham with Americano. Perfect serving to start the mid week with mommy. ♥



Ilsa's reception, such a regal couple. Selamat Pengantin Baru! :)



Afternoon tea and chill in Subang afterwards.



Rum & Whisky from UK - best eat with fork and spoon!



Of herbal chicken and traditional plum liqueur! Saturdays midnight sensation. :)


It has been probably the most challenging 6 months I've had in this small lifespan of mine. Certainly lost and gained so many things in the short course of this year, but thankfully I survived on almost every verge of collapse. Loving bitz and pieces of everything, except I got my sight set on you. Let's just see what our faith can accomplish. Another end of lazy Sunday...

Rolling in the deep.

Uwaaa haven't been to this space for a long time!

Just came back from a nice night out with the regular girls, and had the former abusive partner taking me out for a favourable brunch earlier. It's always nice to reconnect with people because I literally lost touch with my social life despite work. Anyway it's been a week since we came back from Sri Lanka but all that I felt was the post holiday syndrome - oh take me back to sunny skies, swaying palms and poolside party! Hell of a great trip I must say. The turnout was truly unexpected and I'm really glad to be part of the organizing committee.

The first thing that struck me about Negombo was how much it looked like Masjid India street. -_-



Transparent and luxurious bathroom awaiting yo!



The room at a glance.



Stunning poolside omaigosh I wouldn't want to leave this place! :(



Hardcore people in the house.



Lunch at a local restaurant and city orientation.



Nice one!



Epic fish village.

Tut tut reminds me a lot of Thailand tho.



Leo Burnett KL meets Leo Burnett Sri Lanka.



Welcome tour, food and champagne.



Independence Square.



National monument of Sri Lanka it is.



Sunset at Jetwing beach.


Need bed. More pictures heads up!

Out of milk.

LIFE IS JUST TOO AWESOME TODAY.

Where suffocating is not essential at work for the longest time. Where I can lay motionless on my desk and surfing only what I like to see. Where I have all the time in the world to tears over Britain's Got Talent on YouTube without having to worry a fuck. Where I can go for peaceful 2 hours what's for lunch (our daily lunch date) at Li Garden with the bunch of entertaining colleagues. Where I can happily make coffee and chat with my many favourite persons online. Where I am able to walk out of the office, smiling and waving to my little boss, even before the sky is dark! Where I can enjoy movie with the family and multiple episodes of drama tonight!

Temporary honeymoon that is. :)

Painlessly.

Sunday is almost over. I'm going through a diagnostic period where my psychiatric illness is deteriorating wildly. I have this feeling of doom every night, I can't see more than a week into my future. Most nights I reach home exhausted, didn't even bother changing and crawl into bed. When I finally have the time to pause for a moment, tears came rolling out involuntarily. I often find myself crying in a corner like any other sick baby. I feel numb. I feel weak. I feel small. I feel so tiny I wished I could step on myself. This classic meltdown has been a pathetic routine.

As I stared out at the foggy evening, nothing really stays don't they? Clouds turning grey, thunder echoing each other, raindrops falling onto everywhere. Today was one of those days when everything felt so right except me. Every morning I wake up thinking, I have to push myself further, I have to prove that I'm stronger, I have to do better than yesterday. Many times I fall flat and get shoot down with no regards. And then I have to start all over again, setting the bar even higher and pushing myself even harder the next day. What is life when every single detail and essence of life itself has been squeezed out into mundane, orderly, stressful, pressured decisions. When will I wake up and live freely?

It's been years. People have started asking already. Why am I still alone?

Because I believe if somethings are meant to be, it will eventually happen. In the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason. Apparently breaking up had done a lot of pain, it affected me more than I thought it would. I'm glad I took the time to understand myself. I'm glad I took the time to heal. I'm glad I took the time to think what I want. I'm glad I took the time to see and accept how we will never be. I'm glad I took all the time to be able to move on. Definitely sad and disappointed, but I know for a fact that I have accepted everything that has happened in the past and that I never regretted him in my life.

I know I have put the past behind me and really live a little. Neither that, I will not rush a relationship. I know there will be another him somewhere out there for me again. At the time being I'm not sure what to feel having his silly presence on my solitary nights, but I want to be confused with him. :)