Saturday, May 23, 2009

Words are the pen of the heart but music is the pen of the soul.


The Permanent - David Cook

It's weird how we can all sing the same song but feel different emotions.
It's just one of those songs you tend to sit down and think. It's just the perfect kind of song to zone out.. to lie down in bed and to think.. the ones that leave you stirred,
deep in thought.


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I know I'm one of those who can't help but have a lot on my mind. I'm no stranger to the feeling of helplessness. It's a sickening feeling that bound to leave you frustrated.
And, nevertheless, worn-out. I seem to find myself thinking so much,
and overthinking even more, and in the end..
leaving me drained.


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Is it possible to be overwhelmed with inspiration, yet feel discouraged at the same time?
It's hard to fake a smile and nothing good comes out from my mouth.
The world is spinning faster than I thought, and I can't keep up.
I find it very difficult, if not impossible.

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It seems that all the people around me are happy. They found their happiness.
That makes me unhappy.
Can I feel so?


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Everyday is a repeat of the day before.
I still have these thoughts in my mind that breaks me down so badly.

I still have this pain in my heart that keeps me hurting.


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If this is part of growing up, let me not grow up too much.
Because I'm losing too much.
















Words should not be hurtful.
...use it to say I love you.



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