Saturday, April 4, 2009

No hero in her sky.

Nothing could be wrong.
Or everything could be wrong.
It could work both ways, depending on how you want to look at things.

Sometimes it's not that I'm trying to make myself constantly miserable, constantly emotional or such..
It's just that I don't let go of things very easily; it's just the kind of person I am. I latch on to things that happen to me, I can shut out but I can't ignore.

It's like remembering every arguments that I regretted. The foolish immaturity I portrayed. It's like not forgiving myself for being such an idiot, for making a massive deal out of what seemed to have been nothing. It's true when people say you hardly ever forget the major mistakes you make in life. You don't forget your wrong decisions, your wrong moves, your accidents. You just push it back. You know you're still holding on to that mistake somewhere at the back of your mind.


..I'm a puzzle that's been left unfixed.
A rubix cube left unsolved..


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