It's frustrating to think that time awaits no one. Many at times we often use TIME as excuse, to avoid, to hide from reality. If that's the case, why do we need time to heal then? I think I'd lost my mind for awhile.
I'd been feeling really painful, emotionally. I can't be happy.
Anyway, I'll try not to post anything emo-er for the time being. See how time flies. It's the best time of the year again. But I kinda doubt. It seems like more or less I'm going through the same CNY I had the previous year. Maybe, just maybe I'd lost the courage to step up.
On a side note, I'd completely overspent this CNY. God knows how guilty I felt seeing all those stuff lying in my room. Sigh what to do when you have extra pocket money right. HAHAHA. Temptations are killer!
Don't bother counting my expenses or else I might just kill myself.
We had BIG cleaning session since Friday till JUST NOW. I turned my room from a rubbish store to a brand new human looking room! I even beautified and redecorate EVERYTHING. It's not that bad idea to tidy up your room after all, because it definitely brings back old memories. I finally found the contract beaver wrote for me two years ago/he hides them between my bookshelf and it made me laughed reading them. Sometimes no matter how bad things ought to be, you'll still smile for those memories.
This morning when I was so busy sorting out clothes from my closet, MY MUM WAS SO BUSY SITTING IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER WATCHING GEM OF LIFE! Don't play play people damn canggih episode 69 okay. I'm at zero episode lar can! Hmpf why is this even happening. My dad? He is so busy decorating the house with RED thingy. Pfft my house is so.. reddish ewww. o_o
It's been the busiest days rushing for CNY and IT'S KILLING ME
TIRING KAO KAO! Plus going to the supermarket to restock new year groceries at 11pm! The crowds are crazy!
Ahh my backbone aching. Muscles screaming. Flu and sore throat got worse. DIE!
The other night I told my dad I'm going out to yamcha NEARBY, I actually drove all the way to Midvalley!
Bravo to me. It rained fuckingly heavy on the way there, and it was so scary because I don't know the way back!
But! It was such a pleasant experience.
I regret cutting my hair. So regret. I don't likey my hair now!
Hmm the other day when I went to the bank, the sales person asked me something funny.
new year balik kampung mana?
connaught..
oh connaught? mana tu? jauh ke?
...
CHERAS SAJE LAR!
Lol.
Before that, I AM OFFICIALLY 45KG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
Oh shit it's almost 3pm already now, and reunion dinner is at 6! Why am I so great still blogging here huhu.
I'm going to bath my car and bath myself. So lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I AM THE MOST PATHETIC MAID WITH NO SALARY OKAY! Hmpf. T____________________T
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