Exams so far so good. Still manageable except when you don't expect such MINOR topics to be tested but it appeared to be the MAJOR ones in BOTH papers; you will feel totally fucked up right on the spot, looking at your friends with the WHAT THE HELL face. No question on IMPORTANT parts. Nothing I memorized came out. Nothing at all. That's it. 2 down 1 more to go before CNY holidays.
Overall, I really am proud with all my course work's marks. I'm conquering the highest marks for Marketing, Law and MME except MULTIMEDIA. If he ever fail me in coursework, I'm failing my finals as well. God damn him.
I aimed high beginning of the semester. But I rephrase my words now. I'm contented with just credit, as long as I don't fail any of the subjects it's fairly enough. That's the least I'm asking for. I lied to myself that I'm doing the best I can but the truth is that I AM NOT. I slacked a lot towards the end of semester. I procrastinated and still procrastinating now. I lost concentration on what I'm doing. I lost the way I'm supposed to live in life. I lost the inspiration to do well in everything suddenly. I feel so bothered, so bothered and so bothered.
Helpless.
My mood swings from bad to worse. I have no idea what exactly I'm going through each day.
Confused with what's going on. Trying to sort things out and think things through. Can time really heal?
Why do you keep me waiting and disappeared. Just why.
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