It does hurt to be in this state again. There's really nothing I can do to ease the pain. It's ironic that in life, the person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness. What’s the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable. They just tend to forget everything and left you to being worthless.
I'm just a waste of space that everyone ignores.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Friday, March 12, 2010
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter.
Bit and pieces of my CNY.
First day was a big disappointment this year. Didn't have the chance to go Dengkil so we'd no choice but to gamble and chit chat the whole day at granny's. Couldn't get tickets for 72 Tenants of Prosperity either, not even first row rawr! So we erm, desperately watched Wolfman. Which later my ah bee slept in the cinema. -__-
Lou sang-ed with mum's side. Had kao kao spicy Thai food for dinner uhh la la. ;)
Laksa and steamboat the following day! Mahjong addiction in the Yeap's family hmm.
Old buddies reunion at my place.
4th uncle's house.
Moreee CNY outings with couzs.
Pai ting kung night.
Prayers for my late grandfather.
It's been a majorly sleepy week! WAKING UP EVERYDAY BEFORE 8AM IS A TORTURE. (always the last to get up anyway pffts) PLUS THE WEATHER IS FREAKING INSANE. Can anyone please adjust the temperature to something cooler! Zomgwtfbbq.
On a healthier note, the boys and I started playing basketball everyday now and I loveee it!
Home sweet home on a sunny afternoon. Badminton later. Pasar malam tonight.
I shouldn't be thinking this way but.. I miss you.
First day was a big disappointment this year. Didn't have the chance to go Dengkil so we'd no choice but to gamble and chit chat the whole day at granny's. Couldn't get tickets for 72 Tenants of Prosperity either, not even first row rawr! So we erm, desperately watched Wolfman. Which later my ah bee slept in the cinema. -__-
Lou sang-ed with mum's side. Had kao kao spicy Thai food for dinner uhh la la. ;)
Laksa and steamboat the following day! Mahjong addiction in the Yeap's family hmm.
Old buddies reunion at my place.
4th uncle's house.
Moreee CNY outings with couzs.
Pai ting kung night.
Prayers for my late grandfather.
It's been a majorly sleepy week! WAKING UP EVERYDAY BEFORE 8AM IS A TORTURE. (always the last to get up anyway pffts) PLUS THE WEATHER IS FREAKING INSANE. Can anyone please adjust the temperature to something cooler! Zomgwtfbbq.
On a healthier note, the boys and I started playing basketball everyday now and I loveee it!
Home sweet home on a sunny afternoon. Badminton later. Pasar malam tonight.
I shouldn't be thinking this way but.. I miss you.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Today was a fairytale.
HAPPY BIRDDAY TO MY BROTHER MAY GOD BLESS YOUR CHEEBYENESS ALWAYS XOXO.
We did a surprise birthday thingy for Juan yesterday.
Hoiii purposely take bus all the way to Alamanda for the donuts and present kay!
Credit to our alien art director. xD
Awesome karaoke session with the boys! We were damn hyper with all emoe songs yesterday. How do you even feel when 3 guys expressively singing love songs to you? T_T We went dancing on the sofa like crazy later on haha, with all sort of stupid moves and old school's dance FOL. Oh, we even sang CNY/Hokkien/Korean/Japanese etc songs omg don't ever imagine us 4 together. My happiest time with them really! Heart talks until 3 freaking am! Shitty eyebags halleluyah.
friday night. bubble tea. pineapple tarts. aircond room. drama marathon. peace and serenity. <3
We did a surprise birthday thingy for Juan yesterday.
Hoiii purposely take bus all the way to Alamanda for the donuts and present kay!
Credit to our alien art director. xD
Awesome karaoke session with the boys! We were damn hyper with all emoe songs yesterday. How do you even feel when 3 guys expressively singing love songs to you? T_T We went dancing on the sofa like crazy later on haha, with all sort of stupid moves and old school's dance FOL. Oh, we even sang CNY/Hokkien/Korean/Japanese etc songs omg don't ever imagine us 4 together. My happiest time with them really! Heart talks until 3 freaking am! Shitty eyebags halleluyah.
friday night. bubble tea. pineapple tarts. aircond room. drama marathon. peace and serenity. <3
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Get down to business let's skip foreplay.
Back in cyberjaya for 3 days and it feels like I'd been living in hell forever. T_T
Our house with no toilet papers, no edible stuff except for instant noodles, NO AIRCOND FML. The last thing I wanna do every night is to sleep sweating whyyy! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE FREAKING HEAT. I came back on Monday doing spring cleaning and later being retards with the boys - so tired! And happily overspent in Papparich yesterday with our big fat appetite hmph so the fatty and I resort to plan B for the remaining nights. (bread for dinner wuwuwu) Our dieting plan that is.
Uni seems a little bit tougher this semester. 6 freaking modules which I like none of them! 20 over assignments in no time holly cow I kid you not. My life is goneee. But on the brighter note, I loveee ma ideal timetable! No classes on Friday babyyy imma can work my ass off and go for many many vacations! My dream is finally hereee. Scored pretty well last semester teehee. I'm a happy girl. :)
We're going Alamanda. BY BUS OMG. Babai!
Our house with no toilet papers, no edible stuff except for instant noodles, NO AIRCOND FML. The last thing I wanna do every night is to sleep sweating whyyy! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE FREAKING HEAT. I came back on Monday doing spring cleaning and later being retards with the boys - so tired! And happily overspent in Papparich yesterday with our big fat appetite hmph so the fatty and I resort to plan B for the remaining nights. (bread for dinner wuwuwu) Our dieting plan that is.
Uni seems a little bit tougher this semester. 6 freaking modules which I like none of them! 20 over assignments in no time holly cow I kid you not. My life is goneee. But on the brighter note, I loveee ma ideal timetable! No classes on Friday babyyy imma can work my ass off and go for many many vacations! My dream is finally hereee. Scored pretty well last semester teehee. I'm a happy girl. :)
We're going Alamanda. BY BUS OMG. Babai!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Must have been the way you kissed me.
Super longgg day yesterday, and roving at Subang today hm. Tired tired. T_T
Our intention for registration failed terribly. We were in uni looking like 3 big fat dumbos - dunno where to go dunno what to do dunno who to look for! Bursary was flooding with mostly niggers wtf.. the payment queue wasn't moving at all okay damnit. So yeah, I still owe the school a huge sum -_- and pending for my long forgotten result still pffts. Which in the end, we did absolutely nothing back in Cyberjaya except eating at Padi House and chor dee the whole time. Had good ol' stories time with them boys - the cheebuy brothers finally reunion teehee!
Oh damn, that Juju literally shot me with his new bought bb gun wtf. And throwing fire crackers around to scare me hmph.
Dins at Sakae Sushi nyeheheheh how good when you have nice people feeding you with nice food everytime huhuhu how to not grow sideways like that. Ran over 3 shopping malls for Vday after that hahaha and then being emoe having to sit at 2nd row righttt on top of the screen. Not very happy but mehhh, I entirely forgot it was Wednesday! Neck almost breakkk. :(
We somewhat had conference call/chat awhile ago, just between me and the boys, leaving the annoying bitch away. I tell you, seriously fucked up man! You really don't know who's hating you, don't you? We were dealing with some issues and thank god, you guys made me feel sooo wanted. (not to forget freaking effking touched T_T) I really didn't expect those words and actions coming from you guys but omggg man. Thank you for helping me to this extend. I COULDN'T BE ANYMORE HAPPIERRRR.
I LOVE I LOVEEE MA BOYS XOXO.
wisdom tooth aching fml.
Our intention for registration failed terribly. We were in uni looking like 3 big fat dumbos - dunno where to go dunno what to do dunno who to look for! Bursary was flooding with mostly niggers wtf.. the payment queue wasn't moving at all okay damnit. So yeah, I still owe the school a huge sum -_- and pending for my long forgotten result still pffts. Which in the end, we did absolutely nothing back in Cyberjaya except eating at Padi House and chor dee the whole time. Had good ol' stories time with them boys - the cheebuy brothers finally reunion teehee!
Oh damn, that Juju literally shot me with his new bought bb gun wtf. And throwing fire crackers around to scare me hmph.
Dins at Sakae Sushi nyeheheheh how good when you have nice people feeding you with nice food everytime huhuhu how to not grow sideways like that. Ran over 3 shopping malls for Vday after that hahaha and then being emoe having to sit at 2nd row righttt on top of the screen. Not very happy but mehhh, I entirely forgot it was Wednesday! Neck almost breakkk. :(
We somewhat had conference call/chat awhile ago, just between me and the boys, leaving the annoying bitch away. I tell you, seriously fucked up man! You really don't know who's hating you, don't you? We were dealing with some issues and thank god, you guys made me feel sooo wanted. (not to forget freaking effking touched T_T) I really didn't expect those words and actions coming from you guys but omggg man. Thank you for helping me to this extend. I COULDN'T BE ANYMORE HAPPIERRRR.
I LOVE I LOVEEE MA BOYS XOXO.
wisdom tooth aching fml.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop.
Caught in the predicament and being torn apart. I hate this moment of my life.
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