Spotlight on me and I am ready to break.

Shopping shopping shoppingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!

I was at KLCC awhile ago with Fiona, SO MUCH TO SHOP! I'm so obsessed how lar. T_____T I spent like rm*** wtf with semi sponsored from the big sister some more. How I wish my father owns the bank that prints money wtf. I desperately in need of money. Which literally means I NEED A JOB! Anyone? I should be available by 2nd week of May. Please do not hesitate to contact me if you know of any HIGH SALARY jobs. :(





I damn love this boyfriend shirt. <3
But I'm damn happy I finally bought myself a skinny jeans that I've always wanted yays, and a top from ZARA. :))) Plus another 2 tops from Giordano and a mini dress from Isetan outlets. :)))

I will post on my list to-buy-things soon. I want new gadgets wtf. T_____T

All in all, the exhibition was quite successful. The crowds were crazy. Loads of supporters. It was indeed a fun and outgoing event, running here and there to the other booths. Although we are competing among each others group, nevertheless we still enjoy it as one community.



Dancing room.



Overview.







The cutest banner! xD



Early in the morning. ( 5 of us reached college nearly 9am almost kena belasah =/ )







Opening ceremony.



Oh before that. Did I mention what is the theme for the whole campaign? See the exclamation mark up there? It's AD-TENTION.



Voting box.



The emcee from PR. Leng chai lor.



Yau Wai the penceroboh.



Raymond, co-emcee.



Right neighbour, Marigold HL milk.



Left neighbour, REDBULLboooooooooooooooooooooooo. =p





I love this mock-up seriously. Almost like a real cowboy town wtf.



Got cute Gavin inside HAHAHAHAHA.





My eyes so sepet I know. Sure lar sleepless nightssssss eh!



Redbull mascot, the cowboy guy.



Eric demo-ing how to play darts.



I think I extra stupid lor. I only got ONE point wtf. T_____T





Justea booth. I keep going over to drink paiseh. xD





This is how we turn our props.



Tadaa become like this lor.





This is summer background.





Spring.



Autumn hmm.





And of course, winter.



Okay bye! Going to granny's.. catch up soon!

Dan bila ku mula merasa bahasa kesunyian.

Just done with the stupid commercial report. Gah so troublesome punya work! I damn hate reports can? I'm really sleepy now but I don't feel like sleeping. I find inspiration to blog at the oddest hours, past midnight like this uhh. So much for my 10am class tomorrow.. ahh who cares. It's going to be the one and only LAST class (it's just a revision lecture btw) for my 2 years of diploma. Sedih.. really.

My desktop currently loaded with freaking many pictures, so many random folders, even my D drive is FULL wtf. I seriously need an external hdd already. Too many things to talk about gosh I don't know where to start!

Hmm let's see, the night before the exhibition day. We were given duration of 6 hours to set up our booth, from 6pm to 12am basically. Everything was done pretty last minute, preparations, setting up so on so fourth and the unpredictable weather screwed up the entire process. But it was quite a cool experience, to have a bunch of coursemates staying together in canteen foyer the whole night.





Coloring with chalks. xD





The kesian guy.







The enemy next door boooooooooooooo.









The props.

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Hoho botak coconut tree.



They.. @_@



Redbull = Bullshit. Blek!

12am the guard came and shouted like babi giler chasing us all out from school compound. Dilly dally awhile, we left at around 1am. Was so hungry, didn't eat for half the day so we went to a laupek mamak nearby my housing area to tapau. The 3 sakais and Mi-che-le stayed over my house erhm for the sake of staying hahaha.



3 packets of Milo ice, 5 people cannot finish. -___-



Seldom see him wear spec so cute lar hahahaha.



His power like.. thousand over I blind kao kao.



But I damn like his spec! Levis weyh. :(

Gavin brought the whole stack of DVDs (all horror movies) to watch wtf. He think come my house party lor. By 2am, we eat and watch One Missed Call cheebye betul. He keep scaring us the girls, and you know, my whole living room was very dark and silence hmpf. It was all his fault, Michelle was terrified to go to the toilet, while I refused to go to the kitchen alone. So ended up, he had to clean up everything huhuhu my maid what.

The last time he came my house he even took out whatever edible stuff in my fridge and cooked them all. Macam his own house saje huh. Oops skip that. We went to my room, keep on crapping and laughing like nobody business until my dad woke up and scare us lol.



Sad my room macam jual katil/blanket. T_____T



The bed too short for Juan LOL!



Sexy pose konon.





Was super duper triper tired but with the jokers around.. laughed till wide awake. Stomachache I tell you. =/



Crazy fella playing Super Mario at 4am distract people how to sleep TMD!



We had to reach college by 7am the next morning, so we set all our alarms to 6am. I don't even know what time I slept, probably past 4am because of Gavin keep kacau-ing. You know what happened later? 6AM. Alarms rang like tsunami but all 5 humans ignored. I think I turned off mine and continued sleeping. Juan's alarm was an acoustic type of korean song LIKE SLEEPING PILL SONG WTF bu ke yi jia sou lor! Makin dengar makin sleepy omg. The most annoying ringtone goes to Yau Wai!

NA NA NA NA NA NA NA
I wanna start a fight
NA NA NA NA NA NA NA
I wanna start a fight
SO SO WHAT I'M STILL A ROCK STAR
I GOT MY ROCK MOVES AND I DON'T NEED YOU
GUESS WHAT I'M HAVING MORE FUN AND NOW THAT WE'RE DONE
I'M GONNA SHOW YOU TONIGHT

........

Can you imagine repeating it for ONE FREAKING HOUR! I feel like throwing the phone to the wall and see it crash. Or drown it into the toilet bowl. I was being pinched and pulled and hit just to wake me up so torture! By the time we take turns to bath, it was already 8am! We damn cool people. Everyone sudah kat college. :)



7am kena forced to bangun. T_____T

Story to be continued tomorrow, headache already. Before I end this entry..





Random pictures taken at Old Town earlier just now. Lame discussions with lame peoples.

It's 2am now, I are going to sleep.

Flying without wings.

I just got back from drinking session with KK and the handsome gay partner of his hahaha, and it seems like my mood gets whole loads happier! I've not been chilling out and enjoying outing like this for quite some time already, sad I think I must have lost my life for awhile. So anyway, we went Alexis @ Bangsar just now, hmm departed around 8pm as I was still napping earlier. They keep singing in the car with the ugliest frog voice so annoying babi's! :( But despite our hilarious conversations *ahem* I forgive them lol.



I love the place! The deco, the furnishing, the ambiance, the lighting and most of all, the CAKES! Omg their cakes rocks weyh. Nyum damn yummy yummy! Omg I just have to fall in love with it.. ♥♥♥







Chocolate steamed pudding with vanilla ice-cream.
I don't really fancy chocolate if you know me but it's dense texture paired with the vanilla ice-cream is such a classic combination that you cannot resist..



The Pavlova.
They called it Mixed Berries Meringue. Gosh I rate this 100/100! The fresh cream, the crispy marshmallow texture, the mixed fruits makes it the winner in my list! I can't describe how delicious it is and I'm already craving for it now sobs. I put on weight. T_____T



..taken with KK's Sony Cybershot with flash :(



..taken with the lousy handphone of mine :(

Pecan Pie.
This might look like any dull ordinary boring kind of pecan pie, but once you sink your teeth in this, the aroma melts right in your mouth. Nyum the wonderful gooey caramel taste and the chunks of pecans. Once again, credit to the vanilla ice-cream. I personally hate nuts, but this is going to be one exceptional loves!



Coffee with chocolate chips brownie. (Heh I like this shot)



We go on talking for hours, I feel so much better revealing my true self tonight. I finally get the chance to split out every single word in my mind. There's never a full stop being with them. It's definitely the best thing ever happen to me, to be loved by both of them. I don't know how much thank you I owe you guys that I can never ever repay. No matter rain or shine, I promise to be the best-est sister of yours eternity! <3

A simple line can make me laugh or cry..
A simple phrase means the whole world to me..


I love you.

As I walk this land of broken dreams.

After endless suffering for one and a half month, it finally came to an end. I'm standing at the edge of death, like seriously. I'm terribly exhausted, both physically and mentally disorder. I'm deaf, numb and blind to know what's going on. Frankly, I'm not offended by the comments but in a way, I feel betrayed. It's almost meaningless now, since frustration and faith took over. All I need is BREAKAWAY.

I'm just trying to push away all the negativity and focus on the brighter side of things. I don't like being odd, and this subconscious need to make myself miserable. Like I always say, I wish I could stop overthinking things and go with the flow, ride the wind. I really wish things weren't this way.. but it all turned out as a fact now. A fact that remains a scar in everyone's for the rest of the life.



The grand and final presentation last Saturday.



I'd to take off my heels to climb up and down the effking huge/high pick-up. Torturous. =(



It's time to brave the last week of the semester.
Stronger than yesterday I must.

Skinned our hearts skinned our knees.

# OMFG MAN. I can't believe such mail being circulated like that wtfwtfwtf. The guy that I used to be all mad about. Stalking each and everyday like a crazy woman wtf. Gosh this is so out of my mind. #

Sorry for MIA.

This is the most hectic week I'm going through. Everything is tumbling down, falling apart, breaking up. I don't know why, I don't know how either. Everything goes perfectly well, suffering yet enjoying deliberately, we are almost at the top of the world when suddenly this remorseful incident hit me like the entire earth gonna stop moving forever. I don't know where to stand, or where am I actually standing at the moment. I don't know which way to turn to, I'm completely lost in the middle of nowhere. I'm torn in between both parties.. can someone just pull me out from this suffocation complication matter!


I AM NOT SUPERGIRL NOT SUPERWOMAN.

There's nothing I can do to make things better. Perhaps, there isn't anything else to do in this situation. My emotions are at the peak already, if only I can cry a river I certainly would. Everything that is happening now doesn't allow me to burst out do you get me? I can no longer stay strong, I really can't.



They really brightens up my day.. I didn't realized how much I miss them guys until today. They made me tears, tears of happiness. They moved me into comfort zone, where I can laugh and express myself freely.





Sometimes in life, you just have to fuck reality.