It's great to have a place call home.

If there is ONE night that I can rest peacefully, it will be tonight baby!

I can't believe I am at home this evening. I should be in college doing all the preparations except today we woke up at bloody 5.30am for photo shooting, so we decided to call the night off. Hell torture weyh. Less than 5 hours sleep everyday, with the stupidest weather ever, very VERY bad. My whole body aching.. I can feel my eyes popping out anytime. T_____T



I think I can start wearing pyjamas to college. =/



Lol wth. YOGA ?!!?

Both Coomie and I went for MQA briefing on Saturday. Surprisingly it wasn't bored at all, in fact it was quite entertaining hmm. Mr. Lee is a hilarious man I likey him. :)











Hahaha this is how we release stress ftw.















Lol bare with us.



I noticed something wrong with my eyebrow. -__- I need trimming maybe.



But I damn like my eyes! Minus the dark circles wtf.











LOL HOW COOL IS THIS!

Out of boredom, we randomly came up with these..




Truth is, I DAMN LIKE THIS PICTURE hehehe.



Kangaroo jump HAHAHA.



Erm erm.. Egyption jump? Lol.













Attempt to commit suicide. =p



Hmm KK bought me the bag from Michigan so prettie cutie right? *evil grins*







Ya Allah ya tuhanku. Lol wtf. Whatever pose is this but I thought my legs look skinny here hahaha!





TADAA! Woohoo this is the best shot of the day wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Hmm I'm not doing this for the sake of playing okay. Wanna know why? Find out in my next post. ^^

I just ate 2 big bowls of porridge, 2 plates of fried yee mee, 2 pieces of cheese bun, 1 whole packet of keropok lekor and coming 3 cups of guai ling guo. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh macam 10 tahun tak makan. :(

I'm going to tido kao kao now, gonna mati kao kao starting tomorrow till 14 APRIL!

Till my next post.. tata!

No hero in her sky.

Nothing could be wrong.
Or everything could be wrong.
It could work both ways, depending on how you want to look at things.

Sometimes it's not that I'm trying to make myself constantly miserable, constantly emotional or such..
It's just that I don't let go of things very easily; it's just the kind of person I am. I latch on to things that happen to me, I can shut out but I can't ignore.

It's like remembering every arguments that I regretted. The foolish immaturity I portrayed. It's like not forgiving myself for being such an idiot, for making a massive deal out of what seemed to have been nothing. It's true when people say you hardly ever forget the major mistakes you make in life. You don't forget your wrong decisions, your wrong moves, your accidents. You just push it back. You know you're still holding on to that mistake somewhere at the back of your mind.

..I'm a puzzle that's been left unfixed.
A rubix cube left unsolved..

When someone's wish comes true someone else is crying.

I'm not going back to college tonight because I'm completely warned out. :(

You dunno how drained I am now. My eye bags cannot be anymore worse! Ugliest ever really. Been weeks I didn't put on make-ups and purify the face with mask and and.. do whatever I'm supposed to do. I go to school everyday with my eyes swollen as ever, pale face and messiest hair ever. Sad.. I feel so horrible.

Yesterday was, black Wednesday?



Was rushing for today's project review.



Tadaa!



Lol must pose abit.



Uhh snacks of the night. Damn fattening. T_____T



Omfg why do I sit like this. =/

It was past 11pm when YY started telling us ghost stories. Ma de they freaked me out seriously. It's about a guy driving alone at night. Suddenly there is a road block in front, so he stop aside for checking. The police looked and said something.

" Gaduh ke? "

The guy blurred. The police continued..

" Kenapa girlfriend duduk belakang? Girlfriend awak putih sangat lar.. "

Wtf I was so scared okay. Then the 3 boys wanna dump me ALONE in canteen at nearly 12am to go toilet I keep screaming. T_____T So they forced me to go into gents toilet, and keep whispering things like 'see your boyfriend behind' 'later got extra passengers in your car'. I wanted to cry already. BULLIES!





Emo!

On the way back I was freaking terrified okay. I was so disturbed by the stories that I had to blast the music as loud as possible to get rid of those imaginations. Yeah I even avoid looking at the back mirror so much. T_____T Fyi, TARC has many many stories on this issue. Especially toilets, labs and V block. I have heard of many, just that day, about audio lab. 2 of our seniors were recording radio commercial in there, but when the lecturer listen to their finish work, there was another person's voice in there, with extra sound effects.

V block among all, is the haunted ones I dunno why. The toilet, is a big no no to go alone. My friend experienced this in classroom itself. Everyone was paying attention in class, my friend heard someone singing. She thought the sound came from next door or what. But it keep singing louder and louder, but she was curious why others have no response to what's going on by her ear. Later only she found out, none of us can hear anything during lesson. Not cool? Many at times the doors will flung open or closes itself. Our lecturer once told us to ignore and just pretend nothing happens. Actually..

I think I really should stop.



Caught the 2 fella sleeping during lecture today. Haha! Pay money to get this picture. =p

This morning when I was running to practical class, I bumped into my leng chai hubby hahaha ( for the first time this semester lor ) and received smses from the boys I thought what so urgent.

" EUJIN YOUR BOYFRIEND SITTING BESIDE YOU SO WHITE. "

Wtf sakit hati lar.