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Earlier this morning, I was optimistically playing cards behind the class when Yau Wai suddenly being desperado on checking his results online. It was 11am, results should be released by then. I was being really aggressive and persistent to NOT check our results in college. But I ended up in computer lab with the rest; fear conquering every part of me. The moment I saw their fucked up faces (each failed at least one subject), I knew I was crying already. I sat in front of the pc, braved myself to login into the student account. The minute I hit the 'Enter' button, everything crashed upon my mind. I stoned for a couple of seconds and burst out the remaining tears.








GOD BLESSED ME.









No one, no one would believe I actually got higher distinction for MARKETING. I can't believe myself either. Marketing of all I hate the most. The other 4 subjects are relatively good grades. To no avail, I PASSED MULTIMEDIA TOOLS WHICH IS SO BLOODY FRIGGING FORTUNATE! Thank god. Hopefully my CGPA increase a huge sum hehehe. I really am glad, therefore I shall embrace this happiness with a big big ♥!


La dee da.


I HAVE EVERY REASONS IN THE WORLD TO SMILE TODAY ! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))




My cousin sister graduated from TARC few months back. Soon to be my turn weee..



I always look gigantic beside her wth. T_____T



Pretty flower girl hehe.


Smile smile smile.. all I can do now is smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Holding you a feeling I never outgrew.

I hate to say this but I can't fucking tolerate anymore.

FUCK STREAMYX THE MOST IDIOTIC CONNECTION EVER !!!

They sucks to the core. They just can't let me have peaceful online day wtf. They just have to piss me off so badly. I'm sick of complaining about their service EVERY SINGLE TIME. Okay enough ranting before I go mad.

LEE CHONG WEI IS A LOSER.

I bet with KK that he can at least AT LEAST WIN ONE ROUND in the match but why 19-21 wtf. It's almost impossible to defeat Lin Dan duh, but yesterday game was so exciting yo! I almost wanted to cheer out loud in the pub. Lin Dan is incredible cool I damn adore him! He can just smash anytime right at the sweet spot weyh.

If you're wondering, I'm very into badminton ever since I started playing every week. Is like an addiction already - NO BADMINTON NO LIFE! Although my skill is one of the lousiest in the gang but I'd improved alot! I learned to headshot people and I like to headshot my opponents nowadays. HAHAHA. I usually play front because with my low strength, low energy and low speed -__-, I cannot afford to play behind. Whoever teams with me knows Yeap Eu Jin is a lazy arse won't and never run lol. So last week I ran like hell to impress them and I did myself proud! Weee I headshot Kath twice or thrice she must be cursing me already hee.

On a random note..

I LOVE SHOPPINGGGGG! Shopping cures everything happily, shopping also burns your money sadly wtf. It's just too hard to resist temptations.. tell me how! Gosh I'm so into dressing and makeups lately. We had girls ladies day out as promised. Plus we were actually on a secret mission which shall be revealed.. next week only. :)

I think I lose weight or is it just me being despo to be THIN :( thanks to diarrhea anyway. -__-



Bangs are simply annoying to maintain sigh. Gonna get rid of it soon.

Pictures are all with the SLOWEST HUMAN BEING ON EARTH what can I do. No pictures to blog. I hate. T_____T



SKIN FOOD ROCKS! Sj you hear me? :)



Lovey dovey ELIANTO! <3
I have many many of their products ranging from eyeliner to mascara, foundations to loose powders, make up removers to perfumes, eye shadows to glitters.. I'm loving them all!


I'm not a girl.. not yet a woman. :)

Just like a paperback novel.

My connection died for whatever reasons it is I CAN'T FCUKING SURVIVE WITHOUT THE INTERNET FOR TWO FREAKING DAYS! I feel totally naked.. without having to watch dramas and online. I rather die staying at home like that. T_____T

I just came back from.. jogging. OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE I ACTUALLY WENT JOGGING?!?! No, initially our plan was to play badminton but we are the great people who never intend to book the court earlier - cilaka all fully booked! Considering we were already all up on a bright and sunny morning, why not go jogging instead teehee. So yeah, we took our own sweet time to jog, walk, chit chat and eat around Taman Kosas area.

I feel so damn sleepy now. *yawn*

Coming back to Thursday morning, I was being really lazy and blur and talk as if I was sleepwalking, I said something wrongly in Mandarin again. The classmates laughed like bloody shit loud at the corridor when suddenly my so called white horse prince appeared out of nowhere laughing deliberately with them. Wtf damn sakai embarrassing okay. I learned my lesson not to open my mouth early in the morning. T_____T



BANGS OR NOT? HOW HOW HOW I AM SO UNDECISIVE.



This is YY and his rainbow umbrella HAHAHA.
He threatened not to fetch me because I keep laughing at his umbrella lol.

I finally have the chance to step into Jusco AU2.



We had Thai food at one of the restaurant. Their tomyam makes me cry so hard. :(

Friday night my cousin brother and I planned to sapu all the food at pasar malam and then head down for movie at Leisure Mall. Except it rained like motherfucker so we were stuck lying down having girl vs guy talks for hours hmm. But we decided to go out for dinner later, along with the big brother and sister. They suggested Blue Dragon at first, but I'd sudden craving for western cuisine so.. we went for Sakae, the one next to Kaki Corner.



Basically our main topic for conversations would be which pretty girls, what handsome guys, who couple with who, match-making each other and all. In short its gossiping hahaha. But apparently, yesterday night we talked about our childhood memories eh! My brother is hilarious enough to cause me tummyache. Die laughing.

You should really listen to his stories. How he got cheated by his girlfriends when he was young so damn freaking stupid okay HAHAHAHA oopps sorry. And how he used to trick my grandparents, how he got bullied by *ahem* and how we used to play fire at the backyard.. run to Sogo for arcade.. hide inside my grandma's wooden wardrobe and steal sweets from opposite grocery store and whole lots of lame ones.

I missed being a kid seriously. But all you can do now is reminiscing those memories because time is running forward, you can never go backward or rewind our lifetime. It's ironic how reality bites.

Anyway, it's been ages since the 4 cousins enjoy outings like this. Everyone is busy with the own life and stuff nowadays, but of course you don't give excuses meeting up with the love ones. They are the one who truly stand by my side, regardless what happens.


<3

Coffee tea or me.

Have you ever wondered just how long one can ever play the pretend game to keep up the facade?

Throughout the days, I've been perfecting my skill of blinking back the unwanted tears and locking up all sorts of feelings and emotions in me. As much as I want to let them out, I just can't.
If for one second I thought I was maybe past the tears and all, I was wrong.
I may have stopped for awhile, but now it's all back again.

Memory is a way of holding onto things you love, things you are, things you never want to lose.

Vida give me back my fantasies.

First day of college cannot be more exhausted!

Mr.D didn't turn in. So we went for breakfast bright and sunny in the morning. Except everyone were sorta reluctant to go home since it was our first meeting, spontaneously everyone came up with a brilliant idea.

To love is to kill!



We were excitedly playing our game when suddenly a fat boy from opposite table joined our server. At first we didn't bother, but after awhile we noticed something unusual. Why my live static at 100% even when I'm being attacked by a bunch of zombies? How come we don't need to reload still have unlimited bullets to use?

Good one. He hacked. -__-



Everyone was busy finding ways to get onto the rooftop heck he just walked through the wall. Wtf LIKE THAT PLAY FOR WHAT! Won't injured won't die. Forever winning in the game lor. He play all lor deng.

Some more he was damn fucking annoying. Keep shouting vulgar words in the cc. Sohai, chau hai, mahai FUCK YOU !@#$%^&* He was only like.. 10 years old? I hate these kids, this kinda behaviour seriously. He thinks I dunno how to scold all these words is it. Damn feel like slapping him on his face.



We stayed in the cc for almost whole day. Sigh I will be eating vegetarian for lunch everyday now till the next two weeks. No thanks to someone who threaten to boycott me hmpf.

*

Today was a little stressful.

Miss Serene's class is ALWAYS torturous. Campaign's proposal to be hand in next week, assessment to be conduct by few SSH lecturers, stage placing to be chose based on public votes, group members to be seperated into different tutorials, minits to be submit every week, practical lessons to be supervise by Mr Justin, last but not least SEVEN replacement classes to be held coming weeks!!!

Before miserable life take place why not have some fun first. =)))



Only 4 of us today so Gavin and Juan cannot be zombie bullying me boo!

I like them being my bodyguards. Whenever the Smoker ensnares me with the fugly disgusting tongue or whenever the Hunter pounces on me, I will just scream with my headset on, 3 of them will run over to rescue me hahaha. Or whenever I hear the Witch laughing, I will run to Gavin and hide behind him.

But whenever I hear the Boomer around, I will go all out hunting to shoot him down because he is so fat I can't stand his fatso tummy! And I hate him for always blinding me with the bloody bile or whatsoever and eventually I will provoke the Horde. I'm always the last to run, the first to die. T____T

We managed to clear the final level for this particular scene today! (after 3 attempts though hehe)



Sorry bare with my above pictures. Anyway as I was saying, I did many many stupid moves in the game.

Like hmm, when Alson asked me to revive him I accidentally shot him on his head instead. I always do friendly fire HAHAHA. That's why my screen always have this pop out warning - "Don't shoot teammates!" Lol. Just now Gavin asked if he could share my first aid and pills, I stared at him dunno how to heal! Double lol.

Another one during critical situation. Hundreds of zombies were attacking us, my teammates were all heavily injured while I was healing myself aside, Gavin asked me to throw out the bomb to save them. I took out the bomb, looked at him innocently and said, PRESS WHAT TO THROW. LOL he wanted to smack me already.

Conclusion is, they keep yelling at me cause I'm merely noob. :(

My eyes are really pain and tired.

Ain't no mountain high and low.

I can't sleep.

I guess my internal sleeping clock is whacked. 4am sleep, 2pm wake up. Now that classes are resuming tomorrow (OH GOD TOMORROW!), I need to reset my system completely. 8am class is a bitch.

I'm feeling a little nervous, plus a little excited, minus a little worry, which equals to a big BIG SIGH. This would be my very last semester in TARC already. Oh well time surely flies. Life's gonna be real tough in coming days. I'm really afraid. Afraid of every challenges and obstacles ahead of me, afraid of facing every thick and thin all by myself, afraid of enduring the pain and hurt inside.. Anyhow I will try to take it positively, I hope.

I hate the song Poker Face - Lady Gaga. But hell that bloody song keeps playing in my head even when I'm bathing, driving, thinking, sleeping, eating or whatever! Pfft so annoying. WHY POKER FACE.

Random.

Previous night my aunty was asking JunJun about her chinese name and stuff like that.

" So what is your chinese name? "
" Yeap Zhi Yi lor.. "
" Oh is it.. then what is your sisters names? "

Yeap Zhi Xin.
Yeap Zhi Xuan.
Yeap Zhi Qi.
Yeap Zhi Yi.

" Yat yong geh Yeap, yat yong geh Zhi, mm yat yong geh Yi ah.. "
[ translation from canto: the same Yeap, the same Zhi, but the different Yi. ]

LOL the whole house suddenly burst into laughter. Awww isn't she adorable! *pinch her chubby face*

Random, very.

Hmm you know the song T.I - Whatever You Like? They actually cut half of the verse in Hitz.fm. Yeah, late night sex so wet and it's so tight, A gas of a jet for you tonight.. Wtf? It's not that I'm being pervert you see but common that's like the NICEST part to sing! At least it's my favourite line. =/

Random, again.

When I first saw Slumdog Millionaire, I perceived it as a shitty kinda movie. But hey! 7 Oscars winning movie in the recent 81st Annual Academy Award. How great is that. On the other hand, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button dominated about 4 awards whoa. Shall we give it a shot? :)

We had a mini animals reunion last night, technically this morning -__-, through msn.
It does feel weird chatting in a way, knowing the fact that we are located in different part of the countries and hmm, won't be meeting up anytime soon. It's funny how we can still behave perfectly lame online while reminiscing our old time stories. We will work things out, very soon. Miss you guys.

Alright this sums up my 200th entry for the blog!

Sing me to sleep, anyone? :(