Everybody's talking in word I don't understand.

Happy Christmas everyone.

Sorry I'm just to lazy to reply those greeting smses. Too many! Really am so sorry. Plus my phone credits currently bleeding keep bleeding darn sucks.

Darn cute santa baby.

Baked scones.

Midvalley again. 4th time in 2 weeks.

Home sweet home. It feels like I've been away from my beloved bed for some time already. Slept less than 6 hours for the past two days. FEELS LIKE ZOMBIE.

ps : Thank YOU for helping me a big big favor seriously. So guilty for that.

Lately I found out that my cousin's daughter attempted to runaway from home but failed - she ended up falling to dead from the balcony. Yeah it's on newspaper if you ever came across that news. Imagine a 10 years old girl telling her friend she wants to die. She had really bad childhood memories from the previous dad, and whenever the parents fought she became the victim, being threatened by knife and abused. All because of arguments.

The seriousness of depression has always been something dark for what I've experienced. Ever since this case, what usually happens in drama series became so surreal, it shook me entirely. The little girl is really really pretty and sweet really. Anyone could have fall in love with her big eyes and innocent face. Why her?

Seeing your own family member being torn apart like that. Imagine yourself a mum, you woke up one sunny morning when the police knock on your door and tell you your daughter jump down from the building last night. How could one possibly bare with such tragedy?

Life is so fragile.




I'm willing to do anything to save this but why. Why is this the ending of the beginning again.
Why do I have to go through hell AGAIN for all the tears I've shed. WHY.

Everytime I don't see you, I forget how much I love you until the next time I see you again.
I fell, I stood up; I don't think I will be able to stand up straight all over again after this.

Much loves.