Genie out of bottle.

Last night was like Amazing Race.


Our movie was 9.35pm. He was still dinner-ing at 8pm, while I was driving back from the cousin's house. I thought we will not be late again. By 8.45, I was all ready to go, he was only on his way to my house.


Seeing that I still have a little bit of spare time, I ran up to fix on my contact lenses, surprisingly it worked! I mean, normally it won't go in when I try to wear them last minute hmpf. -___-


It was raining heavily when he reached my doorstep at 9.05. We rushed and hushed hoping we could make it on time. But 9.25 passed, we were still on the highway with no Touch&Go for toll lol. 9.40 finally, slogging at 1U's carpark. We reached the cinema at 9.50 if I'm not mistaken, gasping for breathe.


Movie already started huhuhu. =(


I think we are jinx lar. We are never early to movies, okay maybe once or twice but that also sometimes depends on our lucks. We always estimate our time right on the track. Why are we so punctual people hmm.


The cinema hall was full as expected. Lucky me, my secretary bought the tickets 2 days earlier haha. Or else I might not be able to catch it on the first day of screening itself. FIRST DAY EYH!

♥ Jack Neo's film as awesome as always.


More on comedy this time, and sex. Lol. It was really funny, provided if you can understand their dialects well. Meh.. even I faced difficulties understanding their hokkien this time. But only a few words lar. Once, the whole cinema burst out laughing and I blurred, " Er what did he just said? What's so funny ah? "


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Not a good sign. Maybe I should start watching Hua Hee Dai. But damnit I don't freaking understand Taiwan hokkien cause they talk bloody fast and their accents are too strong or too weird for me to digest.


Crap why am I even talking about this astro CH 333. =/


One In A Million Season 3 auditions rather hilarious because the contestants are like shits. They are indeed COMPLETELY RUBBISH, makes me laughed my ass off or is it crying my tears out? Yen, top 11 sucks man. But there's ONE thing worth watching in OIAM. Paul Moss still as cute and handsome as ever teehee. ♥


I'm so so so bloated now.


Assam laksa, char kueh teow, taiwan sausages, char kuay, fried sotong, Uncle Bob, spicy shrimp soup, popiah, pineapple tarts, apam balik, mochi, tau fu fa, sai mai lo, sugarcane.. omg it feels like heaven.


Gosh don't you just love Friday. ♥ ♥ ♥


I'm still at Cheras now, waiting for the 2 lazy bum to MOVE. *going for L4D hehehe* One giggling over the phone, one lying down like a dead buffalo. Mader I finished whining here they still ask me to WAIT.


Wait I slaughter them now.


Kiss me goodnight! :)

Finding you in loving memories.

Semester break is ending in few days time, I think.

That's because timetable is not out yet, I don't know which day classes starting exactly but it should be on the first week of March, next week hmm. March is gonna be a nightmare, a scary one though. Creative campaign is driving me nuts even before classes resume, research done with no solid conclusion pffts. HOW LAR! My schedules will be like sardineee next month... ahh stress! =(

On a side note, I've been going out, watching drama, sleeping and eating throughout the holidays. Which indirectly means, I'm entirely BROKE and FAT hmpf. Oh well my diet plan is NOT working sadly. All I do nowadays is sitting in front of the pc for drama marathon, hugging a tub of ice-cream, with all the CNY cookies surrounding me and 2 cups of homemade guai ling guo everyday. <3

So far I'd watched 9 dramas in a row. Singapore series rocks my socks huhu!

Speaking of which, I'm truly inspired to play the piano again. Thanks to Pierre in the show, The Shining Star and not forgetting these fascinating videos on Youtube. Check them out!




Gosh, my favourite Coldplay song.. T_______________________________T



What the hell. I AM *stunt* IMPRESSED. o_o



@_@ WHAT THE FUCK *gulp saliva* THIS SONG IS SO unlikely IMPOSSIBLE TO PLAY ON PIANO.. HOW CAN HE.. OMFGGGGGGGGGG! T___________________________T



David Sides is a motherfucker damn cool.





Another awesome guy, Rick, playing the bestest love song ever.. *melts*
Btw, he's from UCSI. Anyone happen to know him?!?! I want him to be my bf sifu. =(((



I AM SO GONNA PRACTISE THIS SONG. <333

Am I not a pianist now? WHY CAN'T I PLAY LIKE THEM OMG WTF I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SUCH A LOSER.

I'm going to the piano now *super semangat*, and then going One Utama later tonight teehee.

BUHBYE!

Maybe I regret everything I said before.

Just when you think you're ready to fly,

Something comes along,
And your wings are clipped..

You're on the ground again.

It's pure irony. Don't ask me what's gotten into me, you won't get an answer. I can barely take it when epiphany after epiphany hit me, and waves of realisation, and then everything crashed across my life. Revelations, resignation, whatever you call them. They always hit me hardest when the time I should be enjoying fullest. Say, what can you do when all your hopes and dreams are dashed? Twice the faith, double the fall. It's funny how quickly disappointment takes over.

They say bad things happen for a reason, but no wise words gonna stop the bleeding..

It's always easy to tell yourself to stay strong, easy to say you're over it, easy to say you've pushed it to the past, but do you really recover from these things? I heard the teardrop hit my pillow before I even knew I was crying... It never rains but it pours.

Does absence really make the heart grow fonder?
Does the world stop for one broken heart?
Does it hurt to be unloved?

I really can't adapt to so many things at once. Sometimes I just wonder if everything worth the effort and attention. Things just aren't as simple as I thought they were. Life's never gonna let you take the easy way out, nor will it allow you time to let things settle. Honestly, I don't know how to wake up to myself anymore. I should have learnt to be independent earlier. I shouldn't have placed my hopes that high...

All I feel now is disappointment, tinged with hurt and bitterness at how it all turned out.


* I'd like to apologize for the excessive amount of emotional post. *
Rest assured that things will be brighter from now onwards, I will be a better person.

I will smile. I will laugh. I will be happy, for life have to move on...

- J -

Crying makes me feel thirsty.

Just when I found that shard of hope, it shatters right in front of me.
I will be strong, I will not lose the last shred of my dignity, I will learn to live life once more.





This I swear, I will.

Yesterday once more.

Valentine? Oh.


They don't understand what it means to be sad and heartbroken, because they are the ones who cause others to hurt. Stupid girl, I should have known. It's okay I've grown up once again. Stay strong, to me. I'm sorry for the harsh words spoken at the heat of the moment. After thinking wise, I now see a better picture of.. love. I understand that they too are humans, they too feel pain and hurt. Hence, my sincere apology to all parties.

Happy Valentine's, my loves.

I'm not your princess this ain't a fairytale.

I've been very emo. Very...