Baby you are the lightbulb in the dark.

After reflecting over what has happened and letting realization hit me like a ton of bricks, how can one simply brush it off and stand up tall again?


I seriously thought things were starting to look up. I was really beginning to think that I had recovered, that the wound had healed a little. But then everything went wrong again, it's still as sore as ever. Tell me why. The slightest prod can trigger a river of tears to flow.


You call me strong? Wrong. I'm not as calm as I seem on the outside. I long to let it all out but I care too much to bring it up again. I dunno what. I dunno why. I dunno how.


So I chose to keep quiet.

Everything I do I do it for you.

FINALLY

We worked day and night, high and low, laughters and arguments for this very moment. Fear aroused, extreme nervous breakdown, feet trembling, hands sweating, dialogues error, missing stuffs, technical problems on the spot - nothing beats teamwork.

NO MORE DRAMA BABE !

Because of drama, many things changed. Relationship, friendship, perceptions, thoughts, attitudes, behaviors etc. I've been closer to the guys than girls for certain reasons. And I really need to thank them very much throughout this period. To my so called brother who fetch me to college, anywhere I want and back home every single day. 3 of them always stayed up late night to help me, without them around I really can't be dealing everything alone. Really glad they made my days.

These 2 fellas tak habis habis play golf with their phones. =/

Spraying props outside my house.

And they always feed me with McD everytime I complained HUNGRY. -_-

4 of us been eating at the same restaurant 3 times a week,
everytime past midnight.

Steamboat yesterday night.

If I bite my lip,
If I say Hello,
Will you notice me?

Another day without you with me.

Just a brief update on last weekend.

Sunday morning jungle trekking at somewhere I dunno where because I was sleeping and sleeping and still sleeping the whole journey. -__-

Then dim sum somewhere I dunno where also because I was busy psp-ing in car. =/


High tea session at Sheraton Subang. Addicted to psp but still managed to take some pics.

Miyako Japanese Restaurant, Sheraton Subang.

Totally Japanese style.

Spot the sushi and sashimi platter over there.

A little bit of close up. Salivating yet? =p

Super duper yummilicious ice cream!

Left Subang, dropped the kids off at Ikano while we drove off to Gardens for lunch. Well oh well, this is the best chance to 'liok' whatever expensive food you've been dreaming of.

The place really is nice. Especially their deco and utensils.

Teapot also damn canggih.

Awesome green tea rice!
Their dishes are mostly cook with tea flavoured.

Reached home just in time to change into sports attire and left to Subang again. Had dinner at Murni before going for badminton, obviously we were LATE lor. Kath and Cookie were playing already when we reached. So we play and play and play for 3 HOURS till past 11pm since the court was EMPTY. Die until cannot die = died.

Slept at 3am woke up 7am the next day for family day out!

Our perfect plan was to picnic early morning then go shopping then swimming at club BUT TELL ME WHY IT RAINED WHOLE DAY LONG rain rain rain rain ahhhhhhhhhhh!

We waited the whole morning for the rain to stop, sadly it won't go away. SO WE DIE DIE ALSO WANNA GO PICNIC. Rain only ma scared what won't die wan. Go only.

Don't tell me you dunno this is Putrajaya. =S

We cannot find any spot to picnic and since it's still raining, we picnic IN THE CAR! Damn sad lor we parked our cars next to each other then opened up the umbrellas and joined them from one car to another damn sweat man. Indeed a failure picnic but it's fun though to jump from one car to another to get food lol.



Then we went in the Botanical Garden even though there is a notice board saying CLOSED. So, the whole garden belong to us only us. Rent bicycles from nearby counter and cycled around the whole area UNDER THE RAIN. Damn romantic right. -__-

See only the little princess got umbrella. So unfair. T____T

The place really not bad afterall.

Do re mi fa so la..~
Following age and height sequence fyi. ~__~

By the time we done cycling, jogging, running, screaming, shouting in the park - super super exhausted. Went Alamanda to shop. Bought nothing but one trolley full of snacks. =(

Left Putrajaya at 8pm. One hour later we were still in Putrajaya. Know why? We turned and turned and turned following the signboard to Kuala Lumpur, end up we still stuck in that Putrajaya area back to Alamanda! Wtf like trap in those maze. Really. Crazy lor our cars keep signal here signal there stop here stop there dunno which way to go. -__-

People in the car already dying for food. Initially we wanted to go Kajang for satay but we missed the junction. Nevermind. So then my dad suggested South City restaurant - missed the turning again! NEVERMIND. Last option - Sri Petaling hawker stalls. Okay deal. Drive drive drive.. LOST! Wtf wtf wtf. I dunno why on earth we passed by Balakong.. Sri Kembangan.. and still lost! After donating to 4 tolls, we end up in Jalan Peel eating tai chau and siu kai yik which cost us RM250 and above. -__-

That's all.
Running out of time now.

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

Because you loved me happy birthday to you.

I hereby dedicate this post to someone special *ahem although I really am busy at this moment ahem. See I damn give face to you okay. Someone whom I used to hate so much but somehow became part of me after 7 years of friendship.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY MEOW!

Sorry I can't celebrate together-gether. But you know miiiii lub euuuuuuu! Muacksssss <3

TOMORROW MIDTERM TEST OH FUCK OH SHIT. The 3 guys still playing spray and artwork outside my dining hall, still telling lame jokes I gonna go crazy soon. So I'm blogging from kitchen using Juan's laptop before going out for dinner-supper; TELL ME HOW TO STUDY. Sigh I'm prepared to die. No problem small metal only. -__-

15 minutes before 10th December.
Happy Birthday to pretty cat from blind pigGY. =)

Rain rain go away come again another day.

Urgh I'm now stuck at Damansara waiting for the long life rain to stop! I slept and woke up the second round and it's still raining! Everyone in the house is making noise now.. everything set and prepared WHY CAN'T YOU JUST STOP RAININGGGGGGGGGGGGG LAR!

This is sucky.

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY =(

I wish you were here to celebrate together.

My neighbour hill Bukit Antarabangsa was hit by landslide. Cars out of bound, road access blocked. No one is allowed to go down hill with vehicles as well. Imagine they have to walk from Bukit Utama down to Giant Antarabangsa and then climb up again wth? The whole area went blackout. Massive jam outside my house. Hopefully my friends and relatives who stayed up there are alright. I'd called to check on them earlier when the news reported. And thanks for those who concerned as they thought my housing area involve. (touchwood) Received so many calls and smses asking about my safety. Million thanks!

Been standing the whole day at Bukit Bintang area doing survey. WTFREAK PEOPLE JUST RUN AWAY EVEN BEFORE I APPROACH THEM damn susah okay. Gotta chase them.

Me : Excuse me sir.. can you..
Stranger : *waving their hand while walking away*
Me : o_o" *TIRED LAR JUST HELP ME FILL IN SURVEY CAN DIE MEH*

Sigh. You know how tiring it was. Plus I was wearing heels damn wtf. Oh and it rained halfway! So we went in the building to chill.

Look at our leader setting what kinda example!

Guess who's hand. -_-

Her trademark. Lol.

o_o

Bigger o_o

Girl do what girl's do the best. =S

I think I was crapping that time, see both their expressions staring at me.

~_~

Gavin and the chipmunks! Love this pic man.


Wanted to buy this already but MY DAD SAID CANNOT SEE CLEAVAGE!
wtf my dad man. =/

Later at night brought SEVEN kids to pasar malam! You can possibly faint with the noise level in car. They eat like monster and made me spent like a monster too. -__-

Saw rest of my cousins at pasar malam also how coincidence. The very first thing my big brother and younger brother told me was..

" JIN YOU SKINNY JOR LOR! "

Hohoho. Even my tai ka jie said so. They.. couldn't stop prasing me just now HAHAHAHAHAHA. Paiseh lar but feel so bangga pulak. I didn't know I became fit and slimmer than before? I take that for real. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay enough. =/

My schedules are so fulllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. Just reached home barely have time to rest. I only have 5 more hours to sleep before I need to be up rise and shine! SLEEP I MUST NOW.