Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.

Sawadeekappppp!

My one week worth of holidays doesn't seems to bring me enough excitements. More on relaxing and enjoying life that kinda thing; trying to escape the very emotional side of me and staying away from this miserable yet stressful city. It didn't really cure the heartache but at least I was happy that few days. Being pampered is the bestest thing in the whole wide world.

I gained 2kg the entire trip! FML.

No doubt, I've been eating more than ever throughout our days in Hadyai and Krabi. Tom yam kung! Pat tai! Mango lassi! Nyum so much of local snacks to try on. Although I find their pork a little weird, like chewing gum but I still swallow them in. -_- Ehh, even their McDonald and KFC tasted different hm. And oh, must try their homemade pizza! Damn cun.

I ♥♥♥ shopping in Hadyai especially! Everything is just too cheap! But we didn't have enough timeee. T_T My couz brought us to a few attractions there before we'd to leave the next day. Injured both my knees during our visit to Ice Dome damn suay hmph. Anyway I love riding on his motorcycle, clinching on him while enjoying the streets of thailand. Ahh you'll never get to do such invaluable thing back here in the heart of Kuala Lumpur. It's a nice feeling to embrace. I actually missed their peaceful life back in Betong.

Took off to Krabi on Saturday and immediately fell in love with the beautiful beaches!

Very nice place to chill I must say. Spent our endless time walking and exploring the outskirts, eating, shopping and most importantly - island hopping! I personally LOVE Phi Phi island. We booked a speedboat out to the island and toured around doing some major snorkeling in the middle of the deep blueee ocean, fish feeding, coral diving and basically swimming in the crystal clear water. Omg is like heaven! SUNBURN KAO KAO THIS TIME FML.

We even had buffet lunch by the breathtaking sea of Phi Phi Don. :)

Sitting at the boarding hall this afternoon had me realize how much I want to be loved and cared. Why must, why does, why this, why that, why he, why she, why me, why you. Why do I question myself so much? I find no peace. Can I be your somebody instead of nobody? If only I don't belong here... I wish to not come back.

I'm so tired. I feel numb. I need sleep.

...and I wonder if I ever cross your mind
for me it happens all the time

Just the thought of you can drive me wild.

I hate sounding so bothered and unhappy but my heart is breaking day by day.








If only I know what's gonna happen next, I will not gambled my heart all in.

You broke my glass and just like that.

It does hurt to be in this state again. There's really nothing I can do to ease the pain. It's ironic that in life, the person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness. What’s the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable. They just tend to forget everything and left you to being worthless.






I'm just a waste of space that everyone ignores.

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter.

Bit and pieces of my CNY.

First day was a big disappointment this year. Didn't have the chance to go Dengkil so we'd no choice but to gamble and chit chat the whole day at granny's. Couldn't get tickets for 72 Tenants of Prosperity either, not even first row rawr! So we erm, desperately watched Wolfman. Which later my ah bee slept in the cinema. -__-



Lou sang-ed with mum's side. Had kao kao spicy Thai food for dinner uhh la la. ;)



Laksa and steamboat the following day! Mahjong addiction in the Yeap's family hmm.



Old buddies reunion at my place.



4th uncle's house.



Moreee CNY outings with couzs.



Pai ting kung night.



Prayers for my late grandfather.

It's been a majorly sleepy week! WAKING UP EVERYDAY BEFORE 8AM IS A TORTURE. (always the last to get up anyway pffts) PLUS THE WEATHER IS FREAKING INSANE. Can anyone please adjust the temperature to something cooler! Zomgwtfbbq.

On a healthier note, the boys and I started playing basketball everyday now and I loveee it! ♥

Home sweet home on a sunny afternoon. Badminton later. Pasar malam tonight.

I shouldn't be thinking this way but.. I miss you.

Today was a fairytale.

HAPPY BIRDDAY TO MY BROTHER MAY GOD BLESS YOUR CHEEBYENESS ALWAYS XOXO.



We did a surprise birthday thingy for Juan yesterday.



Hoiii purposely take bus all the way to Alamanda for the donuts and present kay!



Credit to our alien art director. xD






Awesome karaoke session with the boys! We were damn hyper with all emoe songs yesterday. How do you even feel when 3 guys expressively singing love songs to you? T_T We went dancing on the sofa like crazy later on haha, with all sort of stupid moves and old school's dance FOL. Oh, we even sang CNY/Hokkien/Korean/Japanese etc songs omg don't ever imagine us 4 together. My happiest time with them really! Heart talks until 3 freaking am! Shitty eyebags halleluyah.





friday night. bubble tea. pineapple tarts. aircond room. drama marathon. peace and serenity. <3

Get down to business let's skip foreplay.

Back in cyberjaya for 3 days and it feels like I'd been living in hell forever. T_T

Our house with no toilet papers, no edible stuff except for instant noodles, NO AIRCOND FML. The last thing I wanna do every night is to sleep sweating whyyy! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE FREAKING HEAT. I came back on Monday doing spring cleaning and later being retards with the boys - so tired! And happily overspent in Papparich yesterday with our big fat appetite hmph so the fatty and I resort to plan B for the remaining nights. (bread for dinner wuwuwu) Our dieting plan that is.

Uni seems a little bit tougher this semester. 6 freaking modules which I like none of them! 20 over assignments in no time holly cow I kid you not. My life is goneee. But on the brighter note, I loveee ma ideal timetable! No classes on Friday babyyy imma can work my ass off and go for many many vacations! My dream is finally hereee. ♥

Scored pretty well last semester teehee. I'm a happy girl. :)



We're going Alamanda. BY BUS OMG. Babai!