Because you loved me happy birthday to you.

I hereby dedicate this post to someone special *ahem although I really am busy at this moment ahem. See I damn give face to you okay. Someone whom I used to hate so much but somehow became part of me after 7 years of friendship.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY MEOW!

Sorry I can't celebrate together-gether. But you know miiiii lub euuuuuuu! Muacksssss <3

TOMORROW MIDTERM TEST OH FUCK OH SHIT. The 3 guys still playing spray and artwork outside my dining hall, still telling lame jokes I gonna go crazy soon. So I'm blogging from kitchen using Juan's laptop before going out for dinner-supper; TELL ME HOW TO STUDY. Sigh I'm prepared to die. No problem small metal only. -__-

15 minutes before 10th December.
Happy Birthday to pretty cat from blind pigGY. =)

Rain rain go away come again another day.

Urgh I'm now stuck at Damansara waiting for the long life rain to stop! I slept and woke up the second round and it's still raining! Everyone in the house is making noise now.. everything set and prepared WHY CAN'T YOU JUST STOP RAININGGGGGGGGGGGGG LAR!

This is sucky.

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY =(

I wish you were here to celebrate together.

My neighbour hill Bukit Antarabangsa was hit by landslide. Cars out of bound, road access blocked. No one is allowed to go down hill with vehicles as well. Imagine they have to walk from Bukit Utama down to Giant Antarabangsa and then climb up again wth? The whole area went blackout. Massive jam outside my house. Hopefully my friends and relatives who stayed up there are alright. I'd called to check on them earlier when the news reported. And thanks for those who concerned as they thought my housing area involve. (touchwood) Received so many calls and smses asking about my safety. Million thanks!

Been standing the whole day at Bukit Bintang area doing survey. WTFREAK PEOPLE JUST RUN AWAY EVEN BEFORE I APPROACH THEM damn susah okay. Gotta chase them.

Me : Excuse me sir.. can you..
Stranger : *waving their hand while walking away*
Me : o_o" *TIRED LAR JUST HELP ME FILL IN SURVEY CAN DIE MEH*

Sigh. You know how tiring it was. Plus I was wearing heels damn wtf. Oh and it rained halfway! So we went in the building to chill.

Look at our leader setting what kinda example!

Guess who's hand. -_-

Her trademark. Lol.

o_o

Bigger o_o

Girl do what girl's do the best. =S

I think I was crapping that time, see both their expressions staring at me.

~_~

Gavin and the chipmunks! Love this pic man.


Wanted to buy this already but MY DAD SAID CANNOT SEE CLEAVAGE!
wtf my dad man. =/

Later at night brought SEVEN kids to pasar malam! You can possibly faint with the noise level in car. They eat like monster and made me spent like a monster too. -__-

Saw rest of my cousins at pasar malam also how coincidence. The very first thing my big brother and younger brother told me was..

" JIN YOU SKINNY JOR LOR! "

Hohoho. Even my tai ka jie said so. They.. couldn't stop prasing me just now HAHAHAHAHAHA. Paiseh lar but feel so bangga pulak. I didn't know I became fit and slimmer than before? I take that for real. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay enough. =/

My schedules are so fulllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. Just reached home barely have time to rest. I only have 5 more hours to sleep before I need to be up rise and shine! SLEEP I MUST NOW.

Bila terasa rindu aku bayangkan wajahmu.

I don't understand why some people can behave such a way. They don't fucking give a damn on you when they actually said they do earlier. Can words be trusted? It's all words. Mere words. They sweet talks you this moment, another second later they just walked out of your life enjoying themselves outside without looking back at you. Is this some sorta game we're playing on? If it is, I hate this game. I fucking hate it.


Was crying like shit watching this show just now. 10 Promises to My Dog. Even though it wasn't as sad as 1 Litre of Tears but is sad enough to let me cry all out. I haven't been crying so hard since that day.. it happened again. I really wish I have a dog to share with now. At least they don't betray you like human does. They are the best companion to be with, to hug as tight as you want and they love you as much as you love them. They'll always be by your side whenever you need them. When can I have a dog.

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

I miss my friends. I miss my buddies. I miss my bitches.

Why do you build me up just to let me down.

Just came back from badminton and some night driving.

It feels good to sweat when you're feeling.. out. And sorta to distress. My friend said I'm healthy because I sweat till my clothes and hair all wet as if I just done playing in Sunway Lagoon. -__- Lose 4 rounds to him, so not fun.

Today was supposed to be in college at 8am but I fucking overslept. Woke up at 11.30 only to find out that I have 31 missed calls. Shit. Why did I put on silent mode! My group of friends all went for lab replacement without me, no way I'm going to class alone tomorrow so I am skipping it anyway. My one attendance gone just like that wtf.

Some days ago. Somewhere in One Utama.





Pile of notes waiting for me to read on. In short, I haven't been making much progress studying despite battling with assignments. So much of survival.

I guess tomorrow's a pretty fine day to start studying since I seldom got the chance to rest in peace during weekends. Not like I have no class every Friday, should be glad tomorrow.

Recently, been feeling rather unsociable. I don't really talk to people unless they find me. Or those who knows what I've been feeling. Lost touch with this person, I dunno what is happening in this person's life anymore. But looks like you're enjoying yourself. Nothing seems to be bothered. I should know what am I to you.

Do I want to fight the fire,

Or do I want to watch it burn?

Apparently sleep deprivation is a factor to weight gain. I better be sleeping now.

The walls start breathing my mind's unweaving.

Random.. random.. random..

1. OMG WE ARE FINALLY DONE WITH DRAMA! Excluded class presentation though but STILL. Overcome the hardest scene, the toughest and most challenging part for this semester. It's really insane I tell you. Acting makes life harder.
   
   
   Director.
   
   
   Hairstylist wannabe. -__-
   
   Setting camera angle.
   
   
   
   
   Was too bored while waiting for my scene.
   
   
   
   Our Ah Sei aka Mr Four. Helped me to mop the whole house some more.
   
   See the ah sei always buat kacau. o_o
   
   The ah sei so clever took out whatever in my fridge and cook them. And told my mum he is a professional cook. -__-
   
   
2. WE TOOK 24 HOURS TO PRODUCE A 15 MINUTES ROLE PLAY kanasai. Seriously, it's not easy. Hell freaking dread tired. But of course seeing the end result, all hard work paid off. Sorry video file too big to upload here.
   
   
3. So because of drama also, I've been driving alot. Here and there to buy stuffs, here and there to fetch people, here and there to practice.
   
   
4. Been eating at 1am for the past 2 days. Lunch + dinner + supper altogether. In between we had so much snacks to feed the stomach. So not healthy.
   
   
   
   
   
   
5. Was stopped by few policemen at 4am because I forgot to bring my IC out. Lucky my friend was there to protect me from being caught, he had to fetch me home just to prove I have an IC. Thank god nothing happen.
   
   
6. Brought them to the super nice daging satays.
   
   
7. Been spending alot alot alot of time with this group of classmates. Somehow we grew so much closer since we hang out everyday before, during and after class. The guys taught me alot especially. It's weird to hear words like commitments is a must have thing for a relationship to last coming out from them. Shocking. I mean, they used be playboys, not now. I never trusted this type of guys but the 2 monkeys proved me wrong.
   
   
8. By the way, I weigh myself - lose 1/2 kg but it makes no difference physically. -__-
   
   
   
9. My television died yesterday. My mum so not happy. So dad brought her to buy a new LCD today. Now she's so happy watching her show. =/
   
   
10. My friends caught these few guys taking pictures of me in lecture hall today and confronted them. Damn embarrassing.
    
    
11. Speaking of embarrassing. My mandarin's getting so much weirder and suckier lately I dunno WHY. I made mistakes, really silly mistakes - they couldn't stop laughing. Especially Gavin, must keep repeating my line to others wth. And that Eu Juan can never stop picking on me, waiting to laugh at me anytime I talk. -__- Thanks to me now everyone got influenced, they speak weird languages as well.
    
    
12. I was busy running in the house when Kin Yang called me previous night asking me to OPEN YOUR DOOR GO OUTSIDE NOW. For a second I thought he was outside my house or something. Nah. Look up the sky there's a smiley smiling at you. I bet everyone receive messages and calls for that. Once every 5 years how amazing.
    
    
    1st December 2008.
    
    
13. I think I have none IQ or EQ or whatsoever Q. I feel so stupid in Miss Serene's class today because we couldn't solve even SIMPLE games.
    
    
14. I'm starting to love garlic.
    
    
15. Dreamt of this person yesterday which I can't recall exactly what is it about but I was tearing profusely when I woke up this morning.
    
    
16. Having migraine. Suffering from sleep deprived.

I don't wanna close my eyes..
I don't wanna fall asleep..
Cause' I miss you baby.